I'm getting tired. Really very tired. How i wish i could end it all off.

Aunty Lilian asked mum how i've been doing in poly. Told mum that I don't like it at all. Mum encouraged me by telling me that it's because i'm not coping well. Dad said that too and that i'll cope better when i know more friends.

This is really a very difficult phase in my life. I rather study for exams with my old classmates till 21 than studying in a new environment till 21. Must the government do such a torturous thing in order to prepare us for the workforce?

Seriously, I feel really not me when I'm with my classmates. I just can't bring myself to be Krystal. I hate this.

I just ranted about school again. idiot :(