Saturday, July 15, 2006

i wanted to ryte a post ytd but i was damn tired.don noe y also.i found myself slping in front of the com after i finshed my lunch & i saw calvin conversation.haas.he asked mi i didn't go to camp izzit.its a of course didn't lah.I WAN TO GO but I CANT!! I'm so jealous again.i cant believe i missed the camp lah.nvm.theres still alot of camps ahead.GUIDES CAMP! WOO HOO~!but its in sept. sept holidays aren't a holiday for our fellow sec 2 guides.but its worth it lah.mon-sat/sun we're all pack lah.after first aid course,which is straight 3 days, den after tt camp liao.camping at HQ.it gonna be fun! I LUVRE CAMP! haas.back to ytd...i got 'bullied' by tt stupid jerome.i gave tt fed up look i think.thn he said don gif mi tt look den blah blah blah.i got scolded by tt librarian becos of him.STUPID LAH! i almost cried out ok.IT WASN'T EVEN MY FAULT LOR! STUPID JEROME!! i'm wasn't feeling well,thn u're there disturbing mi. i'm already feeling terrible.i cant help it but to accept the fact sec2 camp is over & i'm gonna miss the GLAMOROUS, SPECIAL, SPECTACULATE PARADE!! i'm FED UP FED UP FED UP! it aren't gonna be the same anymore lah.50th anniversay parade is gonna be over.i bet i'm going to feel terrible.i'm the right marker & now i had nth to do. I'M NOT GOING TO SKOL ON TT DAY! i don wan myself to feel more terrible.others r enjoying myself & here i m.NVM! tis stupid leg is affecting my mood totally!! TOTALLY! everything seems to be messed up. tt stupid jerome keep saying ltr i next yr cnt go camp again.I RATHER GO CAMP THN GO TO THE LIBRARY & BE DISTURBED BY U! don u ever curse mi. even though i go to camp next yr so wad.i'm not spending the camp there wif 2d'06.i'm spending it wif my new class.everything is not the same lah. everything is changing.my mood,my character,my attitude.everything is changing lah.i missing out alot of things.i'm miss going out wif ADE & JIU YING & KOR & WHO SOEVER LAH! JIU YING GET WELL SOON! kor told mi u're sick.rest well(: i slept for 3 hours after i said bb to calvin cos i was damn tired ytd.oh ya.MICHELLE,WAN TING,SHIJIE thx for ur help ytd.shijie, gentlegurl ar.haas.michelle & wan ting sry.thx for being patient.i'm missing out on alot of things.. haix.i was surprised ytd by mdm tan.while i was going to the lift, she said walk slowly,be careful.is she concern or is she cursing?haas.jk lah of course she's concern.once again, she's not tt bad to mi now.I MISS MY SKOL SHOES!!! i'm not going to wear it for a total of 6 wks.i hope i still cn wear it when i've recover.i was sooo happy when i saw some of 2d ytd!!THX FOR ALL UR CONCERN! 2d'06 boys aren't tt bad.they're gentleman. haas.when yu ping & i were waiting for a cab, a guy let us hav the cab first.thx eu.nebe c ppl by their appearences.mic,wan ting & i cant believe tt person is a flirt & tt person is a pervert.come to think of it, my hair's standing again. haas.i was touched when jie[alina] & hui khim ran all the way out of skol to ask mi wad happen to mi.wasn't tt far anyway frm canteen to skol gate there.haas.but i was still touched lah.ran out just to ask mi wad happen to mi.i'm not in the mood to joke again.i'm feeling so useless lah.i just cant do things rite in this state of mine.my results r going to be bad bad bad.i don hav the mood to study, to play. i onli hav the mood to march.but i just cant lah.STUPID STUPID STUPID! i'm tking an hour plus to ryte tis post.quite a long time.i just stop & think stop & think.thn ltr think until the day i'm tking out the cast.i think i'm going to change the appointment to a day earlier thn i'm suppose to.wish mi gd luck there's a slot for mi.& the doctor would let mi tk out the cast on tt day.i cant wait for tt day lah.i don wan to think tt far lah.its suppose to be gd day today.my bro is officially 12 yrs old & 1 month. & its suppose to be.....but it aren't lah.hope theres necxt month(: bb.
ADE, I LURVE YA!! I MISS GOING OUT WIF U TOO!!