went to the doc just now.i'm feeling tired,pissed off b4 i went there.i slept b4 going & asked my bro to call mi up but i didn't hear it so i overslept. as a result,i was late for my appointment.haha.i missed out some parts but nvm.i'm lazy to tok abt tt.i was sooo happy after i heard wad the doc said.haha.herehere's some of the conversation inside the doc's room..[btw there's 2 doc.1 old(doc1) 1 young(doc2)

doc1:so do u feel any pain when u walk?
mi:no
den the doc pressed on my leg.
doc1:not pain rite?
mi:ya
doc1 to doc2
doc1:its healing already so tt means is clinically healing on the outside but it shows tt its not fully heal in the x-ray.
doc2:blah blah blah. [4got wad he had said]
meaning: its healed on the outside but the x-ray showed tt it had not on the inside.by wad the doctor meant, it was 'careless' in the x-ray.x-ray also got careless mehs?which simply means,its healing.bones r sticking together(: YIPPE! haha

doc1:so u need not hav a cast on.no pe no running.don walk so much.come for for another appointment in a wk time den u'll tk another x-ray.den i'll c the progres for the leg.if no progress den you hav to hav a cast on.
mi:ok.i'm excempted frm the pe already wad.
i'm thinking tt OF COURSE i'LL TK CARE OF MYSELF!! I'M TOO HAPPY FOR WORDS AT TT MOMENT!! i'm soo happy!! YIPPE!

i just received a fone call frm my mum & guess wad.
MY GODMOTHER IS COMING TMR!! WEE~! I'M SO HAPPY!! YEAH!! i was shouting in the house!haha. I'M SO HAPPY! I'M SO HAPPY!! at least theres 2 things for mi to be happy abt!! I'M TOO HAPPY FOR WORDS!! YEAH!! i think my mum didn't wan to tell mi earlier cos she knows tt i'll go mad when i hear tt.thn i'll ask her alot of things.non-stop.haha.LALALALALA!! its been soo long since i'm so happy!! YEAH!! I'M LOOKING FORWARD FOR TMR!! YEAH!!

since i don noe wad to ryte in my post i might as well do tis since ade wants mi to do it(: haha

10 things i want here, right now
-GET WELL SOON! RUN!
-improve on studies
-SUSHI & SEOUL GARDEN wif ade
-tidy up my room
-go out shopping wif ADE & JIU YING!!
-fill my fridge wif jolly shandy & FOOD! haha
-guiding NEVER fails
-go to PERTH!
-tok to kor kor!
-my own com! haha

10 things i want for my future
-fun & laughter everyday!
-QTSS guides to progress even more!
-more CAMPS & CAMPFIRE!
-get into 3B!
-run freely without any worries!
-606'04 gathering
-kor kor to move back home!
-get into the skol i want!
-no more lyk during end of june holidays
-spend a HAPPY holiday instead of...

10 things i miss
-my BEAUTIFUL memories
-all my cousins!
-all my frens
-running abt(:
-marching/parade
-PE
-GUIDES!
-going out
-cycling
-MS CINDY LEE & 606'04!

10 ppl i love
-adeline
-jiuying
-madeline
-shufang
-hannah
-darren
-shijie
-jake
-lloyd
-marshall

10 blog you always read[in no chronogical order]
-adeline
-shufang
-darren
-sean
-dominic
-jiayin
-alina
-weiling
-phuisee
-madeline

10 things you bring everywhere you go
-wallet
-keys
-comb
-rubber band
-handphone
-sweets
-tissue &
-wadeva
-i
-need

10 ppl you want to do this
-all
-those
-who
-wants
-to
-do
-this
-thn
-do
-lor(:

fri is fun!skol ended early.dats wad most students wish for ryte.ANDDDD theres GUIDES!! woo hoo.handover ceremony.as axpected, pei sze got the CL & layfang got the ACL.congrats everyone every sec 3s hu got their rankings today & florencia too.next yr more ppl 'fighting' for positions.12 spaces 13-15 compeitors. oh gosh tought yr next yr lor. but we aren't aiming for rank but aiming for the points.haha.but the passion is of course still there lah.almost every senior got their patrol changed.I'LL MISS LEITING!haix.den sher ying is my PL now.... i shant go into further details here ltr i offend ppl.i want my senior back lah.we'll miss her.I WAN HER BACK! but we cant do anything lah.dats the teachers decision.we cant do anything abt it.we hugged wif each other when we're going to do taps.haix.i almost cried out lor.haix.den my seniors wanted to ask mi smth.i noe wad they wan to ask mi abt.u all wan to ask mi cn but don ask mi in front of the others cos lyk tt i surely die die wont say a single thing i'll deny every single bit.i'm feeling lyk so many ppl noe abt tis lor.nvm one.sooner or ltr ppl surely will noe it one.NVM.don wish to rake it up.i already 4get abt it.if no one tok abt it den gd. went down the bus today den hurt my LEFT LEG! wtf lor.lucky i still cn walk.i've a bad feeling abt almost every single things. nvm.I'M SICK & TIRED ABT THESE THINGS.so PE today aren't a gd one for mi.during PE was fine but after PE when say thk u blah blah blah was not fine.he was obviously saying it was mi looking at the notes lor.
I PURPOSELY BROUGHT THE NOTES DOWN COS I NOE I WONT ATTEND PE FOR A LONG LONG TIME!
ai ya.don tok abt it.sj got cookies of the day.haha.ytd laugh at jia yin den today u get.haha.
don hate her or avoid her.treasure her kkies(: a wrong decision cn cause u to regret for lyfe. haha.in the end i still fell aslp when i wan to do smth.i'm getting lazy man.GOD HELP MI!!!! i need a gd rest.june holidays r meant for mi to rest den tt 'trouble' came den i didn't get to rest for lyk over 15 days lyk tt?aiya don tok abt it.I MISS EATING SUSHI!!

thurs=bored.4 double periods.its lyk so bored today.mag said tts the first time she heard mi said the word FUCK.haas.i said wtf today too cos of those stupid bks & file which fell onto my left leg.lucky nebe hit the place where i injured if not i really need to say bb.haas.had class pic taken wif ms tan.she's going to further her studies already.haix.i'm missing those 3 teachers already.MS HO,MS ARWINDER,MS TAN.their teeacher are gd.at least i understod wad they taught even i didn't listen to some of their lessons.bleh.had a haircut today.it look weird lah.haas.nvm. it gonna grow back sooner or ltr.but of course hope it grow FAST.haas.sry.i totally 4got tt we need to stay back today for lit.haix.i'm tired lah.i still cant be wad i m in the first half of the yr lah.its different lah.attitude changes, mood changes. everything changed.jy didn't come to skol today.darren looked so sad until wan to cry.haas.he noe how to do magic hor.whenever i turned ard he was sitting behind mi already.haas.almost everyone cheated in the geog test today lah.haas.hu call mrs ong don ask us to spilt the table.haas.bo bian lah.we didn't learn wad.haas.not i don wan to learn.i was lying on my bed ytd den i read finish 1 pg i closed my eyes thn i slept already. haas.mdm tan didn't come to our class today.no inpiration to ryte compo doing.i also don noe wad i m writing abt.darren was playing wif bobby flexible ruler thn bobby thot it was a snake.haas.i'm tired tired tired.i wan to do my art but i just don noe wad to draw.going to wear shoes tmr.haas.sian.ltr tmr senior going to ask if i'm alright if we r going to march tmr.haas.i'm fine really.haas.i wan to slp.nono. i wn to arrange my things first.haas.do my hmwk.do some physic revision.haas.
everytime i looked at u,i don noe wad i'm feeling abt..

so theres rehersal today.my toes were pain lah.boots became small for mi.i wanted to wriggle my toes lah but no space to wriggle.haas.today rehersal was better thn last time.at least the march out was nicer even though it wasn't perfect. after one rehersal, senior will asked if i'm alright.i'm of course alright.haas.if i'm not alright i wont march(:so don worry lah.thx for all the concern.at least today i'm not the last one walking there.haas.my poor jy ar.she fell one.den sprained her knee.haix.get well soon! everything is packed up.tis few wks i'm busy.but i'm lazy at the same time.haas.so a fall really changes everything. i'm still lazy lyk wad i m when i first fell down.so during & after holidays aren't a gd time for mi.a few days of enjoyable days & i'm done wif it.
hope mon the doc says dat i cn go on without the cast & i need onli the ankle support.haas.as long as i don need cast i don mind taking a longer time to heal.i miss those time RUNNING abt! enjoying the things tt i enjoyed. doing the things dat i lyk.
sometimes when i look i u, i think of those days back..

finally after 27 days, i went out together wif my frens again.haas.hasn't ate mac for a long time.finally i drank a drink wif ice.i'm not suppose to drink it anyway.haas.i'm a light bulb today.stupid sia.i hate ppl hu lie ok.stupid kor.haas.at least i finally went out today. DINO MILOSAUR!! i bought my skol shoe today.frm szie 4 to 6.haas.nvm.tis proves tt i'm still growing.lol.wad m i toking abt OF COURSE I'M STILL GROWING.haas.it was u hu said i didn't say hi.i was going to say hi but u walk so fast.tts ur prob.
NEXT TIME DON TELL MI I NEBE SAY HI!
YEAH! tmr theres a parade.i'll be the only one walking again.haas.everyone ready already thn i'll be there walking towards my contigent.lucky tt it aren't far.yeah.my so far fav.band played song is trumpet voluntery & they'll be playing.haas.later i 4get to hear the command ar.haas.so full dress tmr.BOOTS,BERET,FULL UNIFORM.its been a yr since i wore my boots.haas.i don noe still cn wear anot.now i noe y my mum said my leg grow very fast lah.haas.MARCHING! PARADE! lalala~
KOR JIA YOU!!

there was assembly today.math wk so math lor.haas.ade sry today ps u lah.i was looking for u but cnt find u.u can ask phui see.haas.went home wif jy today.in the bus, when i was alighting, jy kept saying all those boys name. haas.but nvm i alighted the bus though.went to polyclinic after tt.i cried.in front of a male doctor someone.iw as lyk don cry don cry but cnt helped it when i heard the word cast.haas.den the doctor told mi not to cry lah.den he called my mum.he asked mi y i don wan to put cast den blah blah blah.i was ALONE somemore.wtf lor.but nvm.iw as asked to go KK hospital.so i walked home frm the polyclinic thn zoom i went to KK wif my bro.we toked craps along the way.haas.den laughing.when it was my turn, i cried again.but luckily,it was a female doctor.she said i needa be on cast cos my bone is not straight lah.but its healing.haas.mi being wif persistent wif was i wan to do,insist on NO CAST.den i said wait for my dad to come den c how lor.den when outside wait wait wait.wait until i fell aslp den woke up called my dad.he took so long to get there.den he said all those blah blah blah den i cried again.wtf lor.I CRIED so many times today.i'm being so emo today.den my dad asked the doctor if it will affect my growth if i didn't put the cast on.she said should be no cos its my ankle not my leg.so my dad stopped asking mi to put cast as much as he did earlier on.every doctor said its mi hu is going to bear the consequences not them.of course is mi lah if not dem wad. so here i m without the cast.YIPPE!! haas.but theres an appointment next mon.don noe needa put anot.I'M SO HAPPY DAT I NEED NOT PUT CAST!! haas.YEAH YEAH! i became so hyper when i heard den don put lor.haas.yeah yeah yeah.I'M SO HAPPY!! haas. went tiong afterwards. its been such a long time since i went tiong.my dinner.CHICKEN RICE! haas.
ADE REN FOR A FEW MORE WKS DEN OFF WE GO SHOPPING AGAIN!! HAAS. jy too. haas.hope lady luck is smiling at mi now.
BAD LUCK SHOO OFF!!

tmr going for x-ray.hope my mum wont say don go AGAIN.i just wan to noe my condition lah.i hope dat it would be positive lah.den dat will be great.but if it is negative,i don noe wad will i do.perhaps i'll live in misery.of course i hope its positive.concluded frm the first x-ray i had done,which was wks ago,it turned out negative.dats was wad my mum fren said.i don noe lah.sometimes words frm my mum r FAKE.she would always tell us lies in order to make us to smth.sometimes i would wonder if she is telling the truth or is she lying. aiya.this conception would be resolve once i tk another x-ray.once again,if it turns out negative,my leg wont grow properly.if it turns out positive,thn thats gd lor.a word frm the doctor could kill mi all.dats the case lah.hai..thn my hope of marching in parade will be dashed.perhaps i'll be asked to join another cca.i don noe lah.Y DID U MENTION WAD WILL I DO IF IT TURNS OUT NEGATIVE? i could be smiling rite tis moment.but i cant when i think its negative.i'm not saying its ur fault so wad.i shld be thinking abt it though.its time for mi to be prepared for the worst lyk wad ppl r preparing against the bird flu.hai..it sets mi thinking for the worst. it made mi lose interest in everything except guides.can i travel back in time?cn someone just invent a time machine?
I HATE 280606!!!!
it caused mi so much misery.

had guides ytd.it really feels gd to be back in guides:)it been wks since theres guides.so let mi blog abt ytd.i wore shoes to skol today.frens were asking mi my leg is already fine already ar.sad to say, still not fine.just tt i cn wear shoes liao so i'm wearing.wear slippers will make ppl to look at u.so pai seh.haas.so had racial harmony the performance in the morning.we were standing throughout the whole performance.jiuying don be sad kkies.SMILE!went back to class den the science lesson was taught by another teacher.4get the name liao.after tt was recess.WAD A GREAT RECESS. theres music.haas.if recess was lyk tis everyday,it will be fun.skol of rock thn? haas.shun an ar.he injured his left leg a few days ago so when walking up the stairs frm the performance, he was actually walking 1 step by 1 step den ltr he walked lyk normal.lame lor.can walk properly he don wan.u gd lor ok liao but i haven.but at least i cn walk now i wan to run.so after recess had lessons lyk normal but since its friday means earli dismissal.i talked non-stop during music?haas.ade i felt tt i've neglected u.sorry.told ya its thailand.i listerned during assembly lor.haas.6pm put down all the things & sing national athem.they really hav the time to do tt.will singaporeans do tt too?i doubt so.so was lit. after tt.performance is the wk after next.die liao.so boys u all must help also don push it all to us.haas.so after skol we had quite a long time to spend since guides is starting at 2.15. so went to the staff room first to get smth.den went to meet yu ping.coulden't find her at first.so went to hav our lunch wif the seniors.on the way to the staff room, my seniors asked mi wads my surname.they wanted to c if their camp instructor is my sis anot.lol.i'm the onli gurl at home other thn my mum.last time was pauline mdm & now is veronica.i don even noe hu is veronica. haas.after eating our lunch, theres still 1 hr left so we went to dawson to spend our time.we were talking & laughing frm dawson to skol wif chengting & jiayin.after tt was guides.theres song session,pt[which i didn't do cause i cant run] & MARCHING! don noe wads wrong wif mi ytd.i had the commands mixed up.mayb cos i saw the others turning so i turned?i'm blurr lah ytd. haas.overall,YTD WAD FUN COS THERES GUIDES! haas.surprisingly, we didn't tk a cab home.i wanted to tk the bus.i miss tking the bus & walking to skol.theres no empty cabs available as well.haas.so the feeling tking bus again is GREAT! haas.thx for lending mi the bk.mayb cos our class is always the last to tk smth frm ms azlina so we didn't receive the bk?return it to u on mon(: my dad is weird lor.call mi not to walk too much den he called mi to do tis do tt which requires mi to walk.think b4 u say when u actually claimed u did very well in skol last time & was first in class somemore.all ur boosting of urself i've heard enough.haas.I WAN TO GET AN X-RAY DONE NOW!!! its torturously when u cant noe ur condition of ur leg.i wan to c the condition!!

so we had REHERSAL ytd!! yippe!! even though i coulden't run, i still had fun.haas.but i wish tt i could run lah.everyone was ready liao den i was still walking back.haas.so pai seh. but hu cares i cant run TEMPORALY onli wad. haas.yeah theres guides tmr & i'm wearring shoes to skol tmr.don noe tmr guides doing wad.we leg is still a little swollen.but i cn walk,i cn go up the stairs, i cn go down the stairs without the handle.so now hope tat i cn go down the stairs lyk how i cn go up the stairs. haas.i cn march cos i cn walk.don worry.i'll stop if i cant continue.so today erm.was thursday.almost the whole day double period lah.but ok lah overall.its lyk normal go skol come home go skol come home. done one how long will i need to stay in tis rountine.hope it wont be long.haas.to say the truth, i was angry when u asked mi to choose. but in the end i'm not angry anymore.haas.I'M LOOKING FORWARD FOR TMR!!

YEAH! i'm going for parade.hope everything will be fine.i've a bad feeling tt someone will stop mi frm attending the parade since mon.thn now i'm feeling a little a little better cos i could walk BETTER! i cn tk bigger steps & go down the stairs better(: so tmr i'm going for parade.wear slippers to skol thn going to rehersal tt time thn i would change.haas.hope tt my leg wont be so swollen after the parade.jiayin,u sounded until i became a little scare lehs.haas.but i wont tk 6mths one lah.don worry(: now i'm feeling excited again.haas.mayb cos theres a parade tmr.if tmr i find it i cant tk it anymore, thn i'll stop.so don worry again.thx for all ur concern,everyone.i cant wait for tmr? haas.i cant wait to walk again.i cn wear my skol shoes!! YEAH!! i cnt wait for tmr lah. haas.luckily jerome didn't disturb mi today.haas.i don wish to be disturb by him also.haas.cant really rmb wad happen to & ytd.haas.cya tmr:)
PARADE HERE I COME!!pls don dash my hopes:)

congrats to ade,jr,jy,kor.kor&jr well done lehs. haas.ade shld be damn happy now bahs.haas.

how i wish this was the beginning of june.everything is perfectly fine thn.no worries,no mood swings,nth at all.ALL I HAV WAS FUN! i rather study for BP QUEST thn.i had fun studying wif my fellow bestie in guides.I LURVE DEM LOTS! don fun noises in mrs dass car."no chinese in my car."haas.den i always opps.those laughters in mrs dass car is far better off den in tis state of mine now.I MISS GUIDES ALOT!! i miss all those laughters we had in guides.every achievement we hav meant alot to us.every plaque we hav r glory to us.& so on & therefore.dad told mi to drink more milk tis morning.haas.when actually i drink at least a cup of milk frm the carton everyday.but also no use rite.i wan to get the cast out faster but just cant rite.but i ould to go back to the hospital next wk to c whether i could tk it out anot.if i really recover thn its really miricle.haas.come to think of it,i wanted to tell the second doctor tt its a miricle for mi tt i could still walk when i hav my leg factured mayb i could get well faster.mayb i need not wait for 4 wks.mayb rite.theres still hope rite.but i doubt the doctor would wan mi to go c her.haas.feel lyk harrassing the doctor to let mi tk out the cast.don tok abt it.
I'M LOOKING ON THE BRIGHT SIDE & I'M NOT GOING TO LOOK BACK TO THOSE DAYS.
u may say i've change or anything.i told u lots of time tt i'll be fine in aug.my attitude or blah blah blah will be back to normal.since its over, i've nth more to say.perhaps i'll treat it as nth had happen at all.dats the best solution rite. u go & solve ur prob & i'll go solve my prob. u go ur way & i'll go my way.i'll say a hi & bye when i c u till den.u're my kor after all. basic courtesy hi & bye.wad more could i say?how've u been?how r u? or tok to u abt anything when i c u? i'm a bit fed up tts all.i feel lyk scolding u tt min but i didn't.u & ur stupid nonsense.nvm! wads done cant b undone.

I MISS MY AH MA!! its been wks since i last saw my ah ma.i miss her soup.i miss those fruits.yum yum! she called mi to ask mi abt my leg.grandparents r always so concern abt their grandchildren:)a tiny cut on their leg, grandparents will surely be the first to ask r u alright & offer u a plaster right away.when u're a baby,they will tk care of u.whenever u cry, they hum songs to u.when u smile,they will be smiling too.when u say I LOVE U to dem,they will be in cloud nine.every little things u do meant alot to dem. a kiss to dem showered dem wif lots of loves.they will just think they didn't waste their time doting on u.do wad u wan others to do unto u.gif dem a swit smile:) I LURVE U AH MA!

26 more days to freedom! whee!!!

i wanted to ryte a post ytd but i was damn tired.don noe y also.i found myself slping in front of the com after i finshed my lunch & i saw calvin conversation.haas.he asked mi i didn't go to camp izzit.its a of course didn't lah.I WAN TO GO but I CANT!! I'm so jealous again.i cant believe i missed the camp lah.nvm.theres still alot of camps ahead.GUIDES CAMP! WOO HOO~!but its in sept. sept holidays aren't a holiday for our fellow sec 2 guides.but its worth it lah.mon-sat/sun we're all pack lah.after first aid course,which is straight 3 days, den after tt camp liao.camping at HQ.it gonna be fun! I LUVRE CAMP! haas.back to ytd...i got 'bullied' by tt stupid jerome.i gave tt fed up look i think.thn he said don gif mi tt look den blah blah blah.i got scolded by tt librarian becos of him.STUPID LAH! i almost cried out ok.IT WASN'T EVEN MY FAULT LOR! STUPID JEROME!! i'm wasn't feeling well,thn u're there disturbing mi. i'm already feeling terrible.i cant help it but to accept the fact sec2 camp is over & i'm gonna miss the GLAMOROUS, SPECIAL, SPECTACULATE PARADE!! i'm FED UP FED UP FED UP! it aren't gonna be the same anymore lah.50th anniversay parade is gonna be over.i bet i'm going to feel terrible.i'm the right marker & now i had nth to do. I'M NOT GOING TO SKOL ON TT DAY! i don wan myself to feel more terrible.others r enjoying myself & here i m.NVM! tis stupid leg is affecting my mood totally!! TOTALLY! everything seems to be messed up. tt stupid jerome keep saying ltr i next yr cnt go camp again.I RATHER GO CAMP THN GO TO THE LIBRARY & BE DISTURBED BY U! don u ever curse mi. even though i go to camp next yr so wad.i'm not spending the camp there wif 2d'06.i'm spending it wif my new class.everything is not the same lah. everything is changing.my mood,my character,my attitude.everything is changing lah.i missing out alot of things.i'm miss going out wif ADE & JIU YING & KOR & WHO SOEVER LAH! JIU YING GET WELL SOON! kor told mi u're sick.rest well(: i slept for 3 hours after i said bb to calvin cos i was damn tired ytd.oh ya.MICHELLE,WAN TING,SHIJIE thx for ur help ytd.shijie, gentlegurl ar.haas.michelle & wan ting sry.thx for being patient.i'm missing out on alot of things.. haix.i was surprised ytd by mdm tan.while i was going to the lift, she said walk slowly,be careful.is she concern or is she cursing?haas.jk lah of course she's concern.once again, she's not tt bad to mi now.I MISS MY SKOL SHOES!!! i'm not going to wear it for a total of 6 wks.i hope i still cn wear it when i've recover.i was sooo happy when i saw some of 2d ytd!!THX FOR ALL UR CONCERN! 2d'06 boys aren't tt bad.they're gentleman. haas.when yu ping & i were waiting for a cab, a guy let us hav the cab first.thx eu.nebe c ppl by their appearences.mic,wan ting & i cant believe tt person is a flirt & tt person is a pervert.come to think of it, my hair's standing again. haas.i was touched when jie[alina] & hui khim ran all the way out of skol to ask mi wad happen to mi.wasn't tt far anyway frm canteen to skol gate there.haas.but i was still touched lah.ran out just to ask mi wad happen to mi.i'm not in the mood to joke again.i'm feeling so useless lah.i just cant do things rite in this state of mine.my results r going to be bad bad bad.i don hav the mood to study, to play. i onli hav the mood to march.but i just cant lah.STUPID STUPID STUPID! i'm tking an hour plus to ryte tis post.quite a long time.i just stop & think stop & think.thn ltr think until the day i'm tking out the cast.i think i'm going to change the appointment to a day earlier thn i'm suppose to.wish mi gd luck there's a slot for mi.& the doctor would let mi tk out the cast on tt day.i cant wait for tt day lah.i don wan to think tt far lah.its suppose to be gd day today.my bro is officially 12 yrs old & 1 month. & its suppose to be.....but it aren't lah.hope theres necxt month(: bb.
ADE, I LURVE YA!! I MISS GOING OUT WIF U TOO!!

I'm both HAPPY and sad .. happy because of smth.i've got 1 less thing to think abt.& 1 more person to care abt:) ade,u guess also cn guess correctly one. sad cos i'll be MISSING tis yr PARADE!! stupid cast stupid cast stupid cast.i've got a pink cast.haas.pink pink pink.went to the hospital today.conversation wif the doctor[Dr]:

Dr:krystal rite?
mi:ya.
Dr:[looks at X-ray den look at mi] u got a factured but y aren't u in cast?
mi:i took the cast out.
Dr:luckily its u hu took the cast out.if not i'll go scold the doctor cos u're suppose to be on cast & shoulden't be walking ard without the cast on.
mi:[smiling a little.]

Dr do tis do tat.see tis see tat..

Dr:i got to put a cast on u ltr on.
mi:[wif tears in the eyes]cn i don put? i cn still walk.
Dr:u must put it.no choice.[show mi the x-ray] u c.tis part is where its factured.blah blah blah..
[i was abt to turn on a deaf ear. cos i could onli thot of HOW CN I DON PUT THE CAST!]
mi:ohhh....ok.when will it heal thn?
Dr:4-6 wks time
mi:[abt to cry out] is there possible to be heal earlier?i've got a parade.i wan to attend it.
Dr:how cn u possibly go on a parade wif a cast? u'll be easily spotted cause of ur cast.bright colour.
[Dr,nurse,mi were there laughing for a few seconds]
mi:cn i don put the cast on?i really wan to go for the parade.a skol parade.marching parade.pls...
Dr:u cant possibly walk ard without a cast.
mi:BUT.i cn WALK!
Dr:it will be terrible if u walk cos wad if ur bones go blah blah blah.thn next time u cant walk properly. blah blah blah.
mi:[my tears were really coming out.]

doing some paper work..den.

Nurse:how long will she be excempted frm PE?
Dr: 3 months.
mi.[in mind]WAD!! 3 MONTHS! HOW M I GOING TO SURVIVE WITHOUT PE?OMG!OMG!OMG! 3 months frm now.its octorber. tt means i'm onli left wif 1 or 2 pe lessons! wtf!!

blah blah blah & i'm off going to put on a cast.

another nurse hu was putting the cast on my table asked mi if i wan to pink or blue cast.obviously i would wan a pink one. haas.den while puttin on the cast, 4 nurses were gathering ard my leg toking abt it.2 males 2females.den 1 of dem said my leg was healing already or did he said my leg was going to be heal? haix. so had another quick X-ray done.my leg seems perfectly alright to mi.nth unusual.thn went out of tt stupid room.den went into tt room again.i thot the doctor let mi to tk out the cast but didn't haix. another doctor came.he said my leg the factured part is close to healing already.other parts r perfectly alright.so i asked the doctor if i could tk the cast out earlier.sadly, he said cant.i asked again wads the fastest time it will heal.same ans. 4 wks at least.it dammed my mood immediately. i thot i could hear come back 2 wks ltr thn we'll c.but didn't.haix.i thot of not going to skol for 1 month but surely cnt one rite.i cn don skol until 23 july one but do u think my parents will let mi don go skol?surely cnt one rite.haix.

i'm waiting for 11 august to come. THN I COULD FINALLY TK THE CAST OUT!! i'm looking forward for 13 august too.hope theres no disappointment lyk last time.JIU YING U SAID U WAN TO GO SHOPPING RITE?WAIT UNTIL 12 AUGUST LOR.HAAS!! 1 day after i took my cast offXD haas. sry ar. i noe u got patient one lah.YEAH TMR THEY R COMING BACK!! I MISS DEM!!!

I dreamt of smth stupid happened to my right cheek.den today smth happen to my left cheek.stupid cos of the slapped...STUPID!!!I'm bored to death today.staying in the library the whole day makes mi go nuts.today so far 6 sec 2s nebe go for camp.ONLI FOR NOW. theres more to come.haas.I'M SO DAMN BORED!!
I WAN TO GO TO CAMP!
i'm sooo sooo jealous when i saw everyone wif barang barang going to camp.thn there i was wif onli a sling bag waiting to go to library.stupid mi.JIU YING SRY! I DIDN'T MEAN TO GIF U THE gesps PE SHORTS. don cry pls.u're making mi to feel worst.ade don worry u'll find ur shoe & slipper back one lah.
I SHOULD HAV GONE TO CAMP!
i'm feeling so remorseful..haix.i miss 2dee laughter.i miss everyone!! i felt so sian in the library.i missed those times 2dee had in class.those noises those laughters.basically i miss everything.i saw u on the way down for my recess.i was taking the lift.i don noe if u saw mi.haas.cos i was sort of 'avoiding' u?i didn't wan u to c mi?haas.i said i wont aviod u rite? thn here i m avoiding u again.i wont next time(:i'l try my best.haas.at least i saw u b4 u left for camp.so i was frank wif u last nite & was u.cya soon on friday:)
don feel lyk going to skol tmr.cos i'll b damn bored.life isn't easy to carry on without laughter.another reason cos i needa go check-up.teacher surely call my house one lah.thn tell her i hav my check up ltr on. haas.wad time i shld i tell her?10am?haas.when my check-up is 2.30? haas.gd idea.haas.i don wan to go to skol in the library lyk bring frozen.i rather go to skol on fri.COS I'LL BE ABLE TO C MY FRENS AGAIN!! WOSH! HAAS.SOMEONE TO GO BACK HOME WIF MI!! yeah! haas.i cant live without my frens?
I MISS YOU!!!ade i miss u & jiu ying &...XD!! haas.
let mi say abt today.went to skol as usual wif a cab wif yu ping.den alighted the cab saw my class ppl there.yu ping went up to her class a while ltr.passed to ade & jiu ying the shorts.den after tt jiu ying cried.i think cos of the short.i lend her the gesps one.cos no shorts liao.thn skol shorts i lend to ade cos the size fits her. so jiu ying u must understand.u last nite also asked mi got gesps short anot wad.so i thot since u ask mi if i hav it thn as well u cn use it during the camp.simple as tt.thn went we were abt to go up to class, ade lost her shoe bag.don noe is left in the cab nebe tk or wad.thn called the cab company.1 say is silver cab thn another say is smart cab.so in the end both also go call.but the silver cab thingy nebe call my fone back so i don think is wif silver cab there.lets c the smart cab hav anot lor.gd luck.den went to hall thn blah blah blah.den those not going to camp pls go to mdm tan there.i coulden't get up so i took quite a time to stand up.thx for michelle help. haas.if not i wont be able to get up one.thn went to library. on the way,mdm tan had teachers asking her r we the ones not going to camp.so she said 5 for now.haas.so it means tmr surely hav more one lah.we were damn cold in the library lor.luckily we had our class tee.haas.cn protect us frm the cold a little.afterwards wan ting came.thn blah blah blah.thn a boi frm 2E came.he very li sieow lehs.sang songs thn took michelle ipod nano.den tickle us somemore.we gurls lehs uncle.den curse mi somemore say ltr next yr my leg factured again cnt go.i was lyk WONT ONE LOR! the most next yr when reaching to camp tt time i don cycle don run tt much lor.simple as tt.i think i got factured cause i fell frm the bicycle thn i fell den my leg was on the brick which was pathing the way thn the bicycle fell on my leg.i think so lah.long story lah.den tt stupid boy.HE SLAPPED ON MY FACE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i onli noe him for don noe few hours onli lor.HOW DARE HIM!!!stupid him.wad did i say thn u slapped mi?lucky u didn't slap it hard.slapped for fun izzit?lyk tt also fun to play.mr lim came to the library wif his class afterwards.during the last period.the boy got punished cos he was toking.haas.retribution?jkjk.den cn go home tt time we waited for him to come out of th lift.den blah blah blah.den the four of us got on a cab cos on the way wad.mic & wan ting dropped off at redhill mrt.den in the can left mi & the boi.live near each other wad.i blk 82 he blk 81.is he sure he blk 81? didn't c him b4.but i think i got saw him b4 lehs.haas.so when he was abt to alight, he asked izzit i pay,thn i say yes lah.den don noe say wad thn we 'argue' a little.den he said he gentleman pay.but i said no need.so when he alighted at his stop,he passed mi $4. stupid lor.i said no need liao.fri i'm going to gif him back his money.wo geng ta you bu shi hen shou.lol den he asked mi for my fone.den next time jio mi go market eat.haas.den i said NO THX.haas.den he don noe say wad.den he went off the cab.being the lazy mi,i didn't alight even though my blk was next to hes. haas.den the taxi driver said y i don alight thn i said uncle,i cnt walk too much.haas.thn came back went online.haix.saw 2d boys & gurls all zero one.haix.den shi jie came online.finally i got somone to tok to.haas.but after a while he said don disturb mi liao.haas.i'm damn bored lor.nvm.i'll find my own things to do.pack my table!! wee~!! bye:) i'm off to drink smth tt hav calcium..MILK!! haas..CALCIYUM!! i miss my YOGURTS!! NATA DE COCO!!!!!!!

i wrote a post just now but deleted it. haas.cos i think it was useless after wad darren kor helped mi.THX KOR:) tk it as a favour tt u owed mi? but i cnt rmb wad did i help u? or didn't i? haas. even though u said don put u together wif someone u don lyk,doesn't mean its not __. mayb theres someone else?i respect ur choice anyway.i don need any miracles to happen on my leg.i onli wan to attend parade.dats all.
A MIRACLE WILL HAPPEN ON U.
hope tt a real miracle will happen on us?hope so:) tis lyfe.y would u rather hav a miracle happen on mi & dat person rather thn ... i said no way(: i find it rather stupid tt u said tt..so tis camp will be a test even though i didn't go.if theres onli 1 miracle tt cn happen between us, would u rathe let mi attend my parade wif no worries abt my leg or ur chance of living till old? its a difficult choice for mi.1 was wad i wanted it badly & another i don wish to lose it.hope tt god wont b tt curel to mi to let mi onli hav 1 miracle.
I WAN TO ATTEND PARADE!!

seems tt my frens r concern abt my leg:)
A BIG THANK YOU TO U ALL:)
i was quite surprise tt jason asked mi how's my leg.haas.thx for ur concern:)even though i'm not going for camp,its still 2d(:
i was toking to my cuzzie,lloyd.haas.abt singaporeans SINGLISH & CHINGLISH. haas.den explaining to him wd is chinglish.haas.chinglish is...'in english or chinese conversation,we speaks either chinese or english in between them.or shld i say we always add either one of them is our conversation." correct interpretion?haas.den he said is there auss-ish?haas.now he's going to learn all those lor,meh,mahs.haas.he better don learn.if not next time i cant learn frm him perfect english.haas.thats my cuzzie:)been such a long time since i saw dem.sort of miss dem alot.haas.

I'm here spending my time.while others r busying packing their bag for camp.tis is the first time a camp i waited for & didn't hav the chance to go.ade,i was going to cry out during assembly.i'm here watching hopelessly ppl going to camp & mi at home.rotting away.i wont noe wad to do.all i wan to do noe is to c the doctor FAST! i wanna noe the condition of my leg more.i'm really puzzled.& its also puzzled by others too.same old question.how cn i possibly walk when my bone is already factured?how?this question gonna puzzle mi till i;m going for a further checkup.mayb the disater will happen again?i'll laugh?mayb?or i'll break out crying?cos i'm at the doctor while u all r enjoying at the camp.i coulden't tk the blow.NO CAMP! NO PARADE! how m i gonna survive in tis world out there where my interest is in MARCHING & CAMPING! haix.
took out my cast b4 going to skol & bandage my ankle instead.my mum went into my room while i wad bandaging my leg.i was shocked.in my mind i was lyk wad to do? wad to do?i was scared tt she will scold mi.but she didn't. she just tok tok tok.nag nag nag.after tt i went to skol.i was downstair waiting for yuping.there i was thinking quick quick.i didn't wan to let my dad noe tt i didn't put my cast on.den suddenly my dad came.i was lyk omg!there i was thinking again i was going to get a scolding.& there i was lucky again.no scolding.i was relieve:) haas.he said i was to put on the cast when i'm at home.so i said ok steadily.mayb he knew tt i hated the cast on.i hated the cast enuff & u wan mi to wear it to skol? mayb he understand mi?my arrogant behaviourXD haas.so here i m in skol today tking the lift whenever i needed to.so on the way down to assembly,the boys ar came in to the lift.iw s hoping no teachers pls.den 3rd lvl there's a teacher.den she said all get out den mi & ade was in the lift. haas.i said i need the lift cos of my leg.haas.den the teacher wad lyk wd happen to ur leg.how long do u hav to wear tis?[slipper izzit?] den i said for a few more wks cos i factured my leg.den she said wad long mc.i don noe lah.cnt hear her.haas.den today during assembly smth interesting happened.haas.i shan't say it out.the student investiture was quite long.there i was trying not to put my leg on the floor cos it will affect my factured bone.but eventually i put it down.i coulden't stand it.haas.ade he's there really sitting lyk stone hor.haas.new head prefect is the wad hao one.don noe how to spell it out. haas. i went straight after the assembly.i'm lyk really so 'guai' hor.go home straight after skol.i cant imagine i hav to go home straight after for a few more wks. haiz.disaters!! haas.SORRY YUPING.I TOTALLY FORGOTTEN ABT HANDLING IN THE PROJECT.lucky mrs dass didn't scold mi.she asked mi to tk my time to hand in.meaning tmr hand in.haas.cos i coulden't possibly go back to skol when i'm at home where i suddenly rmb abt the project.no wonder my leg had some pain over there at the side.i thot it was the blue blacked which caused it but it isn't so.cos its the bone which caused it.i gonna solve all my enquries on my leg sooner or ltr wif the doctor.bone specialist for children? haas.the doctor at sgh said i'm below 15 so i needa go kk hospital.ok go kk hospital lor.den i heard fmr her mouth.rmb go to the CHILDREN TOWER.thn i was lyk OMG! abt 2 months ltr i gonna be 14 & u call mi to go CHILDREN TOWER. is there teenager tower? its lyk so embarassing?haas.big children:) haas.i'm a big children:) ltr all the kids look at mi ar.
I'M LOOKING FORWARD TO C THE DOCTOR REACTION WHEN HE/SHE FINDS OUT TT I STILL CN WALK! HAAS.
its going to be interesting.hees.real interesting.haas.cn i tk a pic of the reaction?i hope the doctor is not a wood block face.if not not fun liao.ltr lyk the senior nurse lyk tt.scold miXD haas.laughing is a crime mehs?den lyk tt i must be gloomy everyday.haas.ade.now whenever the song[[i've got u] was playing i kept thinking abt tt day.tt nite....the story ended..i'm still feeling a little sorrow frm tt day.m i regretting it?mayb i should choose choice 3..okok.i shan't tok abt it till i hav gotton over it..i could still walk now mayb u're right.i'm lucky after all.hope tt i'm lucky enuff to attend the parade.i shant tok abt parade now.tears in my eyes now.i don wan to cry it out.
STUPID DARREN KOR GO HIT MY LEG FOR WAD!!! LTR I NEBE GET WELL THN 4GET ABT MI GOING TO DINNER WIF U ALL!!
u now i'm feeling terrible tt i cant walk.so rmb don add salt on my wound.i'll b hurt more.I'M ALREADY FEELING TERRIBLE!

stayed at home the whole day.ytd & today.haas.i wished to stay at home more the last time.now i wished tt i could go out.haas..
I WAN TO CUT MY HAIR!!
if i could go out, i would wan to cut my hair.haas. after i get well got jiu ying pei go shopping? haas.she wanted to buy clothes? haas.50th anniversary dinner HERE I COME! haas.don let my wish dashed.THE ONLY 1 WISH TAT I HAV NOW IS TO ATTEND PARADE!! god heal mi pls!
I promise next time u say hi to mi i wont laugh one lah.but will u dare to say hi? i hope so.i hope i cn go parade so.. haas.ade don worry I WILL ONLI C U PERFORM ONEXD haas jkjk.i thot over liao.i'm feeling a little sad tats all for not going to camp.but i'll be bored at home.REAL bored. go online no one to tok to.haiz.ade nvm one:) RMB MY LAUGHTER CN LIAO(: haas God is wif u at all time so don worry abt those scary thingy even though i would lyk to try it outXD haas.I'LL MISS YOU ALL! haas.yue ning & michelle thx for helping mi a hand during morning assembly.sry for the trouble.sry again cos i need a few more wks b4 i recover so u all needa help mi up again(:

U ALL MAKE MY DAY!
tmr going back to skol liao.so study time again.but nvm wed-fri i'm not going to skol.haas.

I MISS.... going out!! haas
i'll be very lonely when all of u r in camp.HAIX.at least ytd & today i had someone to tok to. my cute damn funny today lehs.he picked up the fone n said HARLO.when no one rang us.i was there wondering he said harlo to the receiver for wad.he had forgotten to dail the no. HAHA!! thn he said harlo.i was laughing again when i told him abt it.haas.he really was really funny lor.haas.CYA ALL TMR:)

i thot i could walk again lyk normal in a few days time.but. the worst came.y cant the factured b more serious?so tt i could hav a sugery & get over wif it fast.and most importantly MARCH again.I TOLD MYSELF I CANT AFFORD TO MISS THE CAMP & PARADE. but now. I'M MISSING IT ALL.stupid mi stupid mi stupid mi stupid mi stupid mi stupid mi stupid mi stupid mi stupid mi .Why did it hav to come to such an end?missing it all when its already near it?2 wks away frm camp when i fell.i thot it wasn't serious at all.not so serious till i could miss this 2 IMPORTANT EVENTS. i'm hating myself.haix.in tis state of having to put on a cast & to walk on clutches.how am i ever to go out in tis state of mine?i rather b hospitalised for a few days for 1 sugery & i could go for camp?& surely i could make it for the parade.i thot i could walk down the stairs,climb up the stair & walk better. wad i had in my mind was I'M GOING TO GET WELL SOON! I'M GOING FOR CAMP! den 1 word frm the doctor & my wish was crushed.y?y?y?even i got a MC frm 070706 till 230706 i'm still not happy.i would rather not hav tis long long MC so i could go to camp.practically theres no words to express my feelings rite now.when i thot of the camp,tears would just feel my eyes up.cn i go back to the past?cn i? i hav no interest to study at all.

I JUST WAN MY LEG TO HEAL FAST!

Missing the camp is terrible enough & i cant miss the parade.its considered a big blow to mi to miss the camp.i cant tk the blow frm not marching.i just cant.1 sentence frm the doctor tt i could not march for the parade could sent mi breaking down terribly.mayb i would burst out crying in front of the doctor?i nearly cried out ytd when i heard i had to b on cast and cant go for camp.tears were in my eyes thn.i cant tk it anymore.when i woke up tis morning, i wanted to move my leg but it was quite dfficult & i didn't wan to get out frm my bed.haix.i'm just useless in tis state.mayb i shld ask the doctor wads the faster day i could walk again.I'M SURE I'LL ASK THE DOCTOR DAT I WAN TO TK THE CAST OUT 13 DAYS EARLIER! so dat i could at least attend 2 IMPORTANT rehersals.so now i'll tk more foods or drinks wif calcium added.calcium build bones rite.so those calcium i took shld make my bones recover faster rite? i just hope so.thpse blueblack on my toes almost gone. so i just hope cos its recovering pretty fast.i didn't had cold drinks for so many days.i cant stand it in tis hot hot weather..last wk i didn't go out for 2 days.now i don think i will go out to even eat my meals..seeing my pair of leg & cant walk.its so fustrating.i just cant walk for a few wks & i'm feeling terribly.i understand how the handicapped felt.they cant walk forever.i just cant help it feeling so sad, terrible,stupid..blah blah blah.& it just carry on.sry dad.i just cant do it.i just cant go to skol wif tis cast on.i just cant.sry.i noe tking the cast out wont help mi heal faster.but i just cant.ppl r already staring at mi when i had my bandage on.now i hav a cast on.how m i suppose to go to skol in tis way?how?i noe u're gonna scold mi if u noe i took my cast out.i cant tk any more pressure.i cant tk anymore scoldings.I CANT! i'm on the verge of breaking down.2 doctors & 1 boy nurse were a little surprise by mi.they knew abt my leg.so all of the 3 said i cant walk.but i said I CAN WALK.den they gave mi a little surprise look.mayb cause its been more thn i wk since i sprained my leg. or shld i say factured? lady smile on mi pls! i cant carry on wif life in this matter where i'm always tt sway.mum, i told u i wanted to go to c a doctor.u said ok but last minute u said no.ytd u called mi & told mi to c a doctor.i told ya.if not i'll heal a few days earlier.a few days happier...

I'M SRY DAD.
GOD BLESS MI! HEAL MI FAST!

care for mi lyk last time.share wif mi lyk last time.tok to mi lyk last time.cn i go back to the past?i wished i could..

I'M SO ANGRY WIF MYSELF!!i don noe wd to blog.haix.NVM!! I'M GOING TO HATE MYSELF TILL THN.GOD HEAL MI FAST!!

i'm not tt moody today:) haas.at least alot better thn ytd.i could walk better?climb down the stairs still hav prob lah. tt one is bo bian cos i still cant bend my ankle tt well.its not tt swollen. haas.hope i cn make it for the camp:)after skol had the wad effective skills workshop.for the camp.for wad?haas.thn after tt had my healithy lifestyle test:) i passed:) haas.36/50. haas.when i onli studied for abt 10-20mins? haas.i hope i'll get the badge:)after tt waited for ade. i shouldent hav waited for her cos...she knew wad lah.haas..i was shocked when u said hi to mi.haas.i heard some noise den i turned & saw u.haas.thn u there look until lyk bend ur knees a little? cant help it but laugh? haas.cos i was caught by surprised tt u said hi to mi.haas.in front of ur frens somemore. haas.so once again, i laughed but did i say hi to u?haas.u tk ur heart out thn we'll noe y. jkjk.haas.if i went home earlier, thn... haas.lalala.yu ping said i had been huming tis tune almost everyday.haas.mayb i wanted to cheer myself up?haas.i cn walk better liao. few more days i think i cn walk down the stairs:) & the old KRYSTAL is backXD haas. thn i could walk again & blah blah blah.okok.i shan't say anymore cos if not i'll b moody again if it happened again.haix.should i pack my things for the camp?i'm scare tt ltr i nebe pack thn i cn go.but ltr i pack liao but cnt go..haix.i'm so vexed.i want the lyfe tt i wants to live in.a peaceful lyfe.no destruction. but it will b quite difficult cos up & downs r parcels of lyfe:)HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DARLING SHUFFANG!!:) GOD BLESS YOU! GOD BLESS EVERYONE TOO:)

my lyfe is screwed up because of my STUPID LEG!i'm suppose to hav rehersal today & so TIS STUPID LEG of mine caused mi not to go.I'm so going to breakdown soon cos of my leg.i now its getting better BUT will i MAKE it to the camp? I WAN TO GO TO THE CAMP! i'll regret ALOT if i didn't go.wads the use of class tee if i didnit go? wads the use of camp tee if i didn't go?put it at home to wait for those bugs to eat it up?i'm soo not ok.since u said i've changed & so be it.I hav been VERY MOODY since the day i sprained my leg. everytime when i wan to walk, i'll think of those times i COULD REALLY WALK. hu cn i blame but myself.i feel lyk crying it all out.i'm suppose to b in polyclinic now.and ONCE AGAIN,my mum broke her promise.shld i say words?IT WAS HER HU CALLED MI TO GO FOR AN X-RAY.TO DO THIS TO DO TAT.AND IT WAS ALSO HER HU DASHED MY HOPE.I'm so going to die in tis world of mine.she said wait for another 3DAYS thn c how.wtf.3 DAYS!!!3 days means alot to mi.i could do alot of things.wait.did i hear wrongly.U DON ALLOW MI TO GO CAMP? wtf. I'm soo GOING TO OPPOSE ur 'command' tis time round.I WILL GO TO CAMP.i'm sure my leg is better by tt time.if i didn't go for camp, I WILL NOT GO TO SKOL NEITHER.either i go to camp or stay at home.its a TORTUROUS feeling to c all ur peers in camp & the pathetic u in skol?cn u imagine tt?i don lyk the feeling of it.i still hav 1 undone project & the deadline is tmr.i'm so going to die today.TIS STUPID LEG.WHEN CN U HEAL COMPLETELY?U'RE DRIVING MI MAD B4 1 COULD DRIVE U CRAZY.its really terrible.u cant drink cold drinks.u cant eat seafood.no spicy & sour stuffs.its realy terrible.i need chilli wif my fried rice but since i cant eat it, wads the joy in eating fried rice? i noe i'm moody today.i needa pour it all out.i cant stand it.so i think u gonna say i've changed again.after my leg is heal, everything will b fine again.seeing ppl march & i cant march.its soo. nvm.i used wtf in my post today?so i think i m really moody. did i use haas in my post?i didn't rite? so again. today i can't laugh after skol? i think so.i think i'm going to go siao again.cn i say it is a stress?stress of NOT WALKING! cn i say i hav4gotten how to walk the right way?or izzit my leg aren't heal yet & thus i cant walk the right way?i tried but cant.i'm so fed up.i long for sec 2 camp. i long to march.i long to walk.i long to heal my leg.i long to run.i long to do those things the way i wan. don antagonise mi any further. i might vent my anger on u.i cant tk it anymore.tis leg of mine better heal FAST! time is lyk travelling sooo fast. cn i rewind back to last wed?so i could prevent all these to happen? i wished i could but this will not happen even if in a thousand yrs.i cant stand my bro shouting & i feel lyk telling him 'CN U KP QUIET?' but i noe if i said it, we'll b kicking a fuss out of it.we'll b shouting or shld i say pickering on each other? y m i the eldest? y?a mistake i make cn cos lots of scoldings frm dad.a gd example frm mi wont hav any praises frm them?i don wan their praises anyway.i just wan to b mi.& DATS HOW U'RE GOING TO ACCEPT MI.I'M KRYSTAL.i'm not anyone else. words of encouragement might just cheer mi up.but u so not going to pick a tiny weeny fight wif mi.i'm getting angry easily today.I'M SO NOT GOING TO B OK. but on the other hand, i'll think postively.tts wad i encourage others to do & i'm not doing it now.after saying some of wad i wanted to say out, i'm feeling better. i need time to do my reflection once again when i already did tt ytd? or when? i cant rmb. but i so don care. I CANT WAIT FOR 3 DAYS TO C IF MY LEG IS STILL SWOLLEN.wad if when i went to the hospital & den my leg cant heal by tues? wad if..haix.terrible time.& if u wan to scold mi just go ahead or do smth abt it.the most i'll vent the anger out.or the least i'll kp quiet & listen to u.its different of mi to say all these words without laughing?i cant c a smile on my face.u better tell mi everything today.

finally went to skol today:)he said i tok alot today.haas.cos i'm happy wad.haas.went down the lift wif mdm tan.haas.scare at first thn ltr think of it she not tt scary.but tts the image she gave mi for a period of time.haas.she wanted mi to gif out the papers today thn she oh.ur leg injured thn pass the papers to others.haas.i think i gonna miss the sec 2 camp.haiz.GOD BLESS MI!! i don wan to miss it.i'll regret it FOR LIFE!tmr going to polyclinic.i think needa put tt thingy on my leg.tts wad my mum told mi. haas.thn hav to walk wif clutches?NO WAY! haas.so i'm gonna face the truth tmr. thx for all of ur concern today everyone:) I MISS YOU ALL! haas.tk cab go skol tk cab go home. haas.GOD BLESS again:) i don noe wad the geog teacher is toking abt.means self-revision for semester 2:) haas

yeah! I could walk better liao.at least not limping tt much.waiting for the left side of my ankle to heal & dats it I could walk! Haas!MARCHING! I missed out the fun on fri & I'm not gonna missed it again tis fri.the blueblack faster go away. I missed walking properly.at least not serious until must sit wheelchair rite.haas.tmr its time for mi to go back to skol.I MISSED SKOL! thn I guai bring some of my bks back to study. esp tt geog if not I gonna fail geog badly.frm A to F?Haas. Big difference's WAN MISS HO TO TEACH! Her lessons r interesting. All the fun learning makes everyone understand better rite?I'm feeling happy now:) having a 'change' in character is gd sometimes:) Haas. thn after a while be wad u r back:) haas.lyk tt also funXD very soon I'll walk again & my brothers cant disturb mi liao.haas.mum's shop had a new TV set.haas.quite nice if I'm not wrong cos I haven seen it yet only saw the cardboard which is at homeXD Haas. if not of tis stupid leg, I would hav gone out today & need not stuck wif hmwk at home.frm wad yp said her sis had her ankle sprained too last time & it still a little swollen till now.so wad I'm scare of now is wad if my ankle is swollen forever? haiz.2 unbalancing sizes of ankle?haas.can c the difference very clearly.haas.month of June means month of injuries?the skin on my arm is peeling non-stop?haas.so There's 3 toning of colors on my hands?haas.3 different colours.haas.i'm special?haas.tmr Go skol den special.haas.cos I'll b wearing slippers while others r wearing skol shoes?Haas. leg faster heal lah.few more days to my walking day.faster heal lah.i wan to march on wed.don spoil my Wednesday. Later I c dem march thn I'll b siao.haas.LALALALA!

ankle feeling better abit.haas.if i nebe walk thn just sit or lie there thn walk again it will b painful.haas.yeah tmr no need to skol:)haas. haven finish my hmwk yetXD CHINESE COMPO! haas. electronic dictionary(: no need to flip the THICK THICK dictionary to find those chinese characters.haas.thn ltr end up don noe is which character.haas.tues mayb going to skol wif bandage?haas. till now i cn sit down slowly and need quite a long time to get up.haas.so my ankle better get WELL asap. if not tis STUPID ankle gonna drive mi VERY crazy.haas went to ah ma house as usual today:) so u noe wad it means.FRUITS & SOUP DAY! haas.got abalone in soup today=X haas.i lyk tt soup:) almost every soup tt my ah ma cooks i also lyk lah:) cos she's my ah ma wad.haas.ah ma said my leg was very swollen.haas. if she said its very swollen thn if my mum didn't accupunture tt place ytd thn my ah ma will surely say my ankle is swollen until cnt swollen.haas.sprained also not bad lehs but i don lyk it.haas.gd cos when i'm sitting down on the floor thn when i wan to tk smth, someone will tk for mi.haas.cos when i stand up they already got the things tt i needed.haas.today both brothers hit on my leg. 1 was did it on purpose the other was accidentally.haas.thn i screamed a little.haas.cos its painfulXD lalala.GOD BLESS EVERYONE!HEAL my piggy legXD haas gd nite:)

i'm lyk a little fed up?haas.tis stupid ankle made mi lost quite a number of things lor. HAIX!! lyk.. PE,GUIDES,MARCHING,WALKATHON,WALKING,CANT DRINK COLD WATER,SKOL,FRENS. really cnt stand it.haiz.but i'm sure i'm able to walk in a few days time.haas. my foot there is still swollen. haas. still hav the blueblack.blah blah blah. today went to GESPS. fiesta:) haas.mazuki u really boi ar? rite hor u're GENTLEWOMAN! haas.made us wait for u b4 we eat.haas.u also cnt blame mi to walk slow rite?nvm.next time u lyk tt cn suan u.haas. i doubt u wan to come out.haas. wads so bad abt tiong i ask u?wad ah bengs, ah lians. u not one of dem scare wad?SAO XING! haas. IS WE PS U NOT U PS US!! haas. tmr cnt go lyk so stupid lor. haiz.parents said i cant walk much soo cnt go & some more its WALKATHON. i waited for tis lyk 1,2 months den suddenly i CNT GO! soo fustrating.HAIX!!! stupid leg!!! 1 sprained ankle, many losses.wad logic is tis? haas.really feel terrible lor.at least i stepped out of the house today:) & walk quite alot to mi after all these days walking in the house onli.haas. either use com or watch tv at home. still hav undone hmwks.haiz.i wan to get well soon.ankle ar ankle ar.no need to b pain one rite when i walk?suffer for wad so just get well. knee also.faster get well if not how i bend?so TROUBLESOME!! so my parents said don move abt so will get well soon rite? thn tmr i no need go ah ma house mehs?cntXD I WAN TO EAT FRUITS! but cn i eat? i hope cn.haas/ HONEYDEW:) yum yum.i miss CHINA PEARS!! so long nebe eat liao. tis leg made mi so lazy these few days.haas.after all had a gd day today:) superman returns:) haas. i thot my neck will b tired after all the turning in the theatre.cos the uncle said 3rd row frm the front when theres onli 10 rows.haas. i thto will b really front but need not turn head up lehs.haas:) thxs for all the help today:)