Went for counseling session wif jiuying.memories of the past came flooding in.i almost cried.i didn't wan to cry out though.onli tears rolling.different stories different experiences. most ppl will experience them in different stages of life. b4 tt we had aces dance.its ENJOYABLE! haha.cos theres 2DEE! lols.after counseling,went back to class & played soccer wif jiuying.shld i say passing soccer ball to & fro wif jiuying?haha.shijie,u wan the soccer ball to fly to the ground floor rite?i throw u down first cn?haha.been long since i played 'soccer'.erm months?i didn't dare to play soccer or wadever since i factured my leg.so today is the day i played again but i cant run lyk last time, play lyk last time. i BET i cant even run lyk the speed of last time.haix.i'm so gonna get more fed up if i cant hav the stamina lyk last time even though its not gd.at least i enjoyed playing today((: jiuying kicked the soccer ball down. haha. lols.sj, u say since both of our shoes the same, call jy to kicked the soccer ball down. she really kicked it down.haha.sj wanted to spit some water onto the gurl who's downstair.haha.ade SMILE! since u nebe tell mi wad happen, i shall tell u to 4get dem((: troubles r nth but burdens.haha.domi, we're almost in the same state as each other though.those tears behind the smile.i cant possibly smile.i thot everything will be fine when i didn't care as much as my leg lyk the last time. but time proved mi wrong. my leg is getting better where else, i broke into tears for smth stupid.the scar on my heart is almost healed & another thing popped out & cause it to tear, once again. those moments were painful.


i knew wad the ans was even though u didn't tell mi. its obvious. i cant force u to say it. i'll be making things difficult for u. so i PRESUME the ans is *******. u cant tell mi anything so i'll making the assumpsion myself den.even though its hurting to c it, it doesn't matter.i'll pile it up & cry it out((: i'll need a shoulder den.haha.