it hurts to c tt but wad cn u do? u cant do anything rite? it'll just be sadness overcoming u((: but its no use to get sad over tis.so carry on putting on a SMILE((: SMILE! u asked mi to tell ***** the other day but i didn't want to.u told mi to face it but i cant tk anymore of these lah. just let it be wad it is & i'll tell ***** when the time is rite.u donnoe how it feels lyk when i saw tt.its the pressure tt i cant stand.wads the point of telling *****? u're not in my shoes lah, u cant understand.for u, its easy.cause both of u .... i'm tired of everything.at that point of time, i almost saw tears rolling down. hu cn i confide in? wad cn i say? I DONNOE! don force mi too hard.

i don think ***** will go so forget it((: i'm fine if ***** is going or not.perhaps i shouldent go don disturb u all. haha.


i don wan nor see it again cos i noe i cant tk it.i'll fall apart lyk u nebe c b4.i perfer to kp it to myself rather thn telling anyone cos i noe wads the world out there is. it all depends on FATE.