Wednesday, August 23, 2006

one by one changed.i just need a break frm skol.nth fun,interesting or worth while for mi going to skol? at least in the past i'm looking forward in going to skol but now, i'm forcing myself to go to skol.MAG!I WAS GOING TO RYTE ABT THE SAME POST AS U TODAY! so i shan't repear wad i had said. so wads the point in going to skol?for the sake of my future?nvm.a tolerance a while cn lead u a step further.perhaps i'll live by tis rule for the time being.so u cant c mi smile or wadever & i shan't further explain wad happened cos i don bother abt it. temper going up, fustrations wanting to vent out & blah blah blah.i didn't expect to stay back today.i already had plans on wad to do in the afternoon but nvm. for the sake of lit ,i shall say.y did i shout in the first place? let my tears drop because of not starting to rehearse?nvm after tmr,NO MORE LIT PERFORMANCE! tts gd there's no need to be stress over another thing. got back 3 pprs today.because of 0.7MARKS ,i cant go up a grade.STUPID!! ARG!! CANT I JUST GET A BREAK? no time no time no time.go to skol or stay at home? STAY AT HOME! i don noe lah.i cant be bother wif anything. do u think i'm stupid or wad.i noe wads happening & i noe wad the attitude towards it. or shld i say ITS A CHANGE of ATTITUDE to mi? nvm.same words I CANT BE BOTHERED. frens come & go.once they're gone,don pin hopes on them coming back cos they wont.& i'm not pinning hopes on it from the beginning.if u wan to go, thn go! after tt don sms mi & tell mi wad very sad or wad lah.I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING HOR! DON PUT WORDS INTO MY MOUTH!! if u don noe it, u shld noe it now. don test my tolerance & limitations.u wont noe wads going to happen the next second.cos let mi tell u another time, TIHINGS AREN'T THE SAME! i'm tired of it.