let mi enjoy the last few moment of being a 13 yrs old KID. haha i'm TURNING FOUR-TEEN! OLD!! haha.had aces dance today. 2D'06 ACES DANCE RAWK!!! even though we didn't win the top 3, we're CHAMPIONS in ourselves((: we had fun during our pratices, didn't we? as long as we're united in one, nth cant be done! lets strive hard for our eoy examinations((: mr lau was angry wif 2E,2F,2F today. as a result, we had to wait for the few of them for abt an hr more? destroyed our plans for today.so no movie.instead we gurls went to eat the pizza while the boys had their KFC. poor serivce.haha.the man treated us as though we're invisible.haha.
chengting:self-service ar?
cashier cum don noe wad lah: ya. we're currently very busy.
after a while
us:wa lao.they served the others but not us.
bully since we're kid izzit? haha.anyway, we're gobling the food down.we were hungry.poor service.i choose plaza singapura pizza hut! haha.after tt went back to GESPS! even though it was a short 15 mins spent there, i was delighted. saw some of my ex-classmates.it was sad when we had to leave.those times spent in GESPS was G-R-E-A-T! memories of my childhood spent there came flooding back.went back to skol for campfire dryrun.tired & sad. ended at 6 i think.i'm dead tried when i reached home.

thanks for those presents((: even though i hasn't unwrapped dem till tmr, i'm glad tt u all still rmb my birthday. thanks to those who said happy birthday to mi today((: GOD BLESS YOU TOO! busy wk for mi. cya all soon! HAPPY HOLIDAYS!

wads done cant be undone but MY ANGRY HASN'T EASE! must MUG MUG MUG!! holidays are packed!so 2dee r u CONFIDENT of the dance tmr?be sure u r((: jiayou! had practises for aces dances today.nebe c the boys tt cooperative b4. BANG! haha. got back the ppr.i'm happy abt everything except SCIENCE! i could hav passed if not for some of dem.nvm.let bygones be bygones[correct spelling?]haha.percentage dropped.position dropped.conduct dropped. how possibly cn my conduct dropped when i attended almost all of the meetings? BAD TERM! my eyes r closing.tried day perhaps? 2DEE JIAYOU!

Went for counseling session wif jiuying.memories of the past came flooding in.i almost cried.i didn't wan to cry out though.onli tears rolling.different stories different experiences. most ppl will experience them in different stages of life. b4 tt we had aces dance.its ENJOYABLE! haha.cos theres 2DEE! lols.after counseling,went back to class & played soccer wif jiuying.shld i say passing soccer ball to & fro wif jiuying?haha.shijie,u wan the soccer ball to fly to the ground floor rite?i throw u down first cn?haha.been long since i played 'soccer'.erm months?i didn't dare to play soccer or wadever since i factured my leg.so today is the day i played again but i cant run lyk last time, play lyk last time. i BET i cant even run lyk the speed of last time.haix.i'm so gonna get more fed up if i cant hav the stamina lyk last time even though its not gd.at least i enjoyed playing today((: jiuying kicked the soccer ball down. haha. lols.sj, u say since both of our shoes the same, call jy to kicked the soccer ball down. she really kicked it down.haha.sj wanted to spit some water onto the gurl who's downstair.haha.ade SMILE! since u nebe tell mi wad happen, i shall tell u to 4get dem((: troubles r nth but burdens.haha.domi, we're almost in the same state as each other though.those tears behind the smile.i cant possibly smile.i thot everything will be fine when i didn't care as much as my leg lyk the last time. but time proved mi wrong. my leg is getting better where else, i broke into tears for smth stupid.the scar on my heart is almost healed & another thing popped out & cause it to tear, once again. those moments were painful.


i knew wad the ans was even though u didn't tell mi. its obvious. i cant force u to say it. i'll be making things difficult for u. so i PRESUME the ans is *******. u cant tell mi anything so i'll making the assumpsion myself den.even though its hurting to c it, it doesn't matter.i'll pile it up & cry it out((: i'll need a shoulder den.haha.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!!

it hurts to c tt but wad cn u do? u cant do anything rite? it'll just be sadness overcoming u((: but its no use to get sad over tis.so carry on putting on a SMILE((: SMILE! u asked mi to tell ***** the other day but i didn't want to.u told mi to face it but i cant tk anymore of these lah. just let it be wad it is & i'll tell ***** when the time is rite.u donnoe how it feels lyk when i saw tt.its the pressure tt i cant stand.wads the point of telling *****? u're not in my shoes lah, u cant understand.for u, its easy.cause both of u .... i'm tired of everything.at that point of time, i almost saw tears rolling down. hu cn i confide in? wad cn i say? I DONNOE! don force mi too hard.

i don think ***** will go so forget it((: i'm fine if ***** is going or not.perhaps i shouldent go don disturb u all. haha.


i don wan nor see it again cos i noe i cant tk it.i'll fall apart lyk u nebe c b4.i perfer to kp it to myself rather thn telling anyone cos i noe wads the world out there is. it all depends on FATE.

one by one changed.i just need a break frm skol.nth fun,interesting or worth while for mi going to skol? at least in the past i'm looking forward in going to skol but now, i'm forcing myself to go to skol.MAG!I WAS GOING TO RYTE ABT THE SAME POST AS U TODAY! so i shan't repear wad i had said. so wads the point in going to skol?for the sake of my future?nvm.a tolerance a while cn lead u a step further.perhaps i'll live by tis rule for the time being.so u cant c mi smile or wadever & i shan't further explain wad happened cos i don bother abt it. temper going up, fustrations wanting to vent out & blah blah blah.i didn't expect to stay back today.i already had plans on wad to do in the afternoon but nvm. for the sake of lit ,i shall say.y did i shout in the first place? let my tears drop because of not starting to rehearse?nvm after tmr,NO MORE LIT PERFORMANCE! tts gd there's no need to be stress over another thing. got back 3 pprs today.because of 0.7MARKS ,i cant go up a grade.STUPID!! ARG!! CANT I JUST GET A BREAK? no time no time no time.go to skol or stay at home? STAY AT HOME! i don noe lah.i cant be bother wif anything. do u think i'm stupid or wad.i noe wads happening & i noe wad the attitude towards it. or shld i say ITS A CHANGE of ATTITUDE to mi? nvm.same words I CANT BE BOTHERED. frens come & go.once they're gone,don pin hopes on them coming back cos they wont.& i'm not pinning hopes on it from the beginning.if u wan to go, thn go! after tt don sms mi & tell mi wad very sad or wad lah.I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING HOR! DON PUT WORDS INTO MY MOUTH!! if u don noe it, u shld noe it now. don test my tolerance & limitations.u wont noe wads going to happen the next second.cos let mi tell u another time, TIHINGS AREN'T THE SAME! i'm tired of it.

alot of things happened lah.ytd hannah got some probs & we accompanied her for a while.so everything's fine now rite? jiuying lost her fone.haix.hu could be so heartless to tk someone else fone? the person be a gd citizen pls. hope u find ur fone back(: EVERYONE CHEERUP! SMILE(:
i gonna fail my science.i don noe how to do lah.anyhow put some. haha.i thot i wont do well in my chinese test but i got A1 for tis test! YIPPE! WHEE~!we're getting ppr next wk.so fast.was still dreaming lah. didn't expect the term is ending soo soon.i hope i did well for tis term((:& of course hope to hear praises from parents.haha.tt will gif mi some encouragement & let mi think tt my effort didn't go down the drain(: jiayin,don be happy too early(: theres still time for mi to change his mind. don noe lah.haha.LALALALA! sorry girls, threw my temper today.don noe wad happen. mayb cause of my flu? don noe lah. CAMP IS NEARING!! OLEH OLEH OLEH!! haha. CAMPFIRE INVITE U ALL,U ALL MUST COME HOR!!

some things happened.soo..no mood to blog or wad so ever..






things passes quickly
everything changes
u wont noe when its gonna be the same
or perhaps it wont be
u wouldent wan to stay in tis manner or this while
friendswad should i call it to be?
u woulden't wan it to happen so do i
wad m i suppose to do?
i'll be a lending ear
coming to mi onli when theres troubles
going away while u're fine
i'm a human mind u
i'm not a toy
i didn't mean to
whenever i c tis,i'll c tt too
do u think i lyk it being there?
i rather be left alone.
live mi out when couples r together.
mind u I DON LYK IT!
i don lyk it a SINGLE BIT!
theres mayb arguements or wadeva
I HAV FEELINGS TOO!
i'm not cold hearted.
there'l be a time when u notice changes
there'll be a time when things r same
wad do u expect mi to be?
i'm there YA
i'm listening YA
i'm helping YA
i just wan to emphasize tt
I DON WAN TO BE AN extra
u wont understand till u're one
do u noe how does tis feel?
i'm not sad or wadeva
I JUST DON LYK IT!
disrupting ppl.
I HATE IT!
when theres time for fun,
there is.
when theres time to be left alone,
just LEAVE IT ALONE!
whenever we're out,
they will always be there.
when they r there=
i'm not there.
tats wad i wan it to be.
i don wan to be there when they r there.
i'm ALWAYS having seconds thots
whenever i hear them going.
hey, u may say i had change.
but I DIDN'T.
these things were not there in the past.
thus,everything seems FINE.
when its there,
EVERYTHING is haywired.
we're still friends
BEST OF FRIENDS
but was it the past or its still the same?
u wont understand though
i hav my toubles too
but i seldom say it out do i?
i wan my peace of time
think it out or
should i blast the music out loud?
moments of unhappiness.
toubles after troubles?
it seems lyk no ending to it.
when will there be a stop to it?
i MAY show attitudes now
or wadever it is
I am wad I am.
theres no such problem
in the past
so i don think u had seen it b4.
wadeva it is
EVERYTHING HAD CHANGED.






i'm not saying pin-pointing or wad.i just wan to say out some things tt i had already wanted to say it LONG TIME ago.i don lyk a single bit of it.

went for guides amazing race today.FUN(:haha.laLAlaLA! haha.walked for many hours.my legs were very very tired.as long as its fun i don mind walking longer.i was dead beat when i when home.very tired.my bro thot i was sick.haha.y would i be sick?its onli i don feel well.nvm lah.went out den blah blah blah.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAITING & SHIJIE!
I DON FEEL LYK BLOGGING NOW!

went out today.haha.orchard wif hannah & jy((: bought props for the prison cell.bought wallet,slippers,& some other things.haha.wanted tt handbag but it was dirty lah.nvm hannah u must try ur best to buy it on sat.haha.lalala.did prison cell today. spray spray spray.haha.going to watch fireworks tmr!! yeah!! lalala. ltr we fail i come find u.also haunt u in ur dreams.haha

went to watch CLICK today.haha.i will not 4get tis day cos SMTH INTERESTING HAPPENED today.haha.VERY INTERESTING!! WOO LALA!! haha.zhi dao king.made us girls wait for 30 mins.u boy or gurl?haha.didn't noe he was here until he came to sit down.haha.click was nice.it shoulden't be PG.it shld be NC13.haha.cos theres bad words in there.haha.went to heeren after tt.haha.NEOPRINTS! jason don wan to tk.soo sad.if not gd.1 of the neoprint noted there was salty & swit.haha. after tt left them there.aren't i gd?lol.at least they hav their own time rite?haha.jiayin, told ya he will still be slping at tt time.really he slping at tt time lehs.haha.my guess was correct after all((: haha. went to botanic garden & thn to plaza singapura after tt.botanic garden wad tiring but plaza sing aren't haha. bought crackers.haha.yum yum.over FUN today!! haha.

NDP PARADE TODAY!!! great job everyone! but parade ended:( so the next parade is next yr speech day.haix.soo long after.i wanna hav PARADE!!! haha.even though its tiring, its fun(: we had our guides cheer after we ended our parade. it was fun! we had our UG SHIELD! 2 yrs straight(: haha.it was great today.simply great.till just now a few second ago while i quarrelled wif my mum spoilt it all.don abt it ltr on.STUPID SHI JIE!he said our guides marching funny.where got funny.first time i hear ppl saying guides marching funny lehs. haha.onli notice jiayin lehs.haha.lalalalala.parade is MARVELLOUSLY!!i was very nervous b4 the parade lah. haha.when the parade started, i'm wasn't tt nervous anymore.haha.it is a great day today.great great day.waited for jiuyin for 2 hrs b4 we proceeded to our destination or wadsoeva u call tt.the next time, i don wan to be light bulb anymore.den unless urgent things or wad so ever. i wont wan to go out wif the 4 of them anymore. no more light bulbs.1 word EXTRA!
bought the clothes & shoes for the anniversay dinner.left wif the handbag & jacket? i hav the skirt at home.spent alot on those. i'm broke.so i'll be left saving again.haha.life cnt never be the same lyk the past.thx for pei-ing us today.although troublesome but nvm lah.haha. everytime go out always in the way of jiuying & darren. next i wont disturb u all unnessarily! u all don mind i mind. & PLS STOP SAYING TT PERSON NAME IN FRONT OF MI! kor, mind ur words wad u say to tt person.don anyhow say or wad.don mention anything concerning mi cn liao. JR I HATE UR BAG!!!! arg!!! nvm.lucky u not him if not i go mad & kill u. haha. jkjk.
had a quarell wif my mum cos she wants mi to help tmr when i'm going out tmr. haha.i finally got a break out den wan mi to work i buah tahan.haha.i'm tired also. i'm still tired. bleh:P shi jie's lame!! haha. 14 yrs old SOOOO OLD!! haha

had rehersal today.fun rehersal?haha.tired.under the sun.my face was red after the rehersal? mayb cos of the sun or i was tired?haha.we had been marching frm 9 to 1?of course theres break in between. it was fun lah.the 3 of us.stand in a row wadeva we wan to be at the side.haha.123 bang turn bang march 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 bang turn bang march. den out we go..WHEE~!! today was the last rehersal.so tt means not much marching already.haix.nvm looking on the positive side, i cn rest more. haha.we had 10 pumping today.haha.i'm not suppose to do pumping.haha.den the injury the thing burst.haha.luckily it was a small one.if not cn die.lalalala.we were all tired after all the marching.den yu ping & i went to tiong to eat.saw our seniors there.they asked us wad happened cos we look sad?or tired? or both?we were tired.sad cos other CCAs contigent filled the whole thing up but ours theres spaces thn march out is messy.nvm TUESDAY we'll do a BETTER job.GUIDES JIAYOU!!

time past fast ar.it gonna be national day soon.it marks a new chapter.beginning on a new page where the story begins & a 'new life' arises. things aren't smoothly now.don u all think i don noe wad u all r toking abt. I HAV EARS!! wad u all r toking abt don make mi smile abit.if u wan to make mi gif up friendship for tt, i rather not.its not even confirm & u all garuntee & comfirm it.ITS UNFAIR!! so u all mean friendship spoiled. all friendship spoiled? its unfair to mi.if u all continue to be lyk tt, i'll soon cry it out! so wad i was sent to tis so wad i was sent to tt? SO? SO?SO?SO? u all will get the chance wad.the max. is 2 participants onli.2! u all will get the chance next time.i shan't elaborate further & i shan't tok abt it anymore.1 sentence ITS UNFAIR TO PASS UR JUDGEMENT LYK TT! ok don say abt tt already.

godmother is going to stay wif mi tmr! yipee! tmr nite! yeah.24 more hrs to go.but we're sending godfather back tmr.not idea where he is going.mayb back to perth or other countries for work purposes. i missed all my cousins! they r going to come s'pore next yr i think. thn marshall cuzzie is coming is yr.yeah.haha.i'm suppose they wld lyk us to go there too.however, my mum doesn't lyk to go there.also don noe y.but she said b4 tt she gonna bring us there tis yr in one condition be guai. thn blah blah blah.she don kp her promises.most of her promises were always broken,.haha.

I'M LOOKING FORWARD FOR TMR!!

YEAH!! i'm DAMN DAMN happy today.1, i passed my physic.2,lit. test over.3,next wk parade.4,had dinner wif godparents.5,MY GODMOTHER IS STAYING WIF MI ON SUN TILL NEXT SUN!! 6, i've forgotten abt my unhappiness during the june & july. i'm sooo happy.he said i kept smiling today whenever he see mi.of course i smile if not i look sad?haha.i'm H-A-P-P-Y today.sry jiuying & darren.get angry wif u all when its my fault.but i really don noe the bk is wif mi.nvm.soaked the firewoods today.kerosene smell.but i don smell anything.haha.so when waiting for the firewoods to dry, we're discussing abt the 50th anniversay.sry ar.i didn't mean to back out frm tt time the last min.but i cn let dem sqeeue wif 14 ppl in 1 table.its too squeezy.sry.i also wan to eat wif u all.srysrysrysrysrysrysrysrysrysry. jiuying told sj tt i looked for him in the afternoon when i didn't even...lol.lyk tt also fun?haha.went to tiong after tt.bought smth.haha.had dinner wif godparents just now.yumyum.the food was delicious when i didn't even eat much cos i was F-U-L-L. after eating,my godmother told mi tt she will be staying wif mi.tis sun till next sun.1 wk.yipee.but my godfather is going back tis sun.she'll be staying cos she cn c our national day(:den go shopping & party! haha.she'll be slping in my room.means i need to slp on the floor.omg i'm going to die slping on the floor.my back surely ache one when my shoulder is already aching since ytd.gonna polish boots & my trefoil ltr(: shine shine shine.opps.i ran just now.haha.I CAN RUN!! haha.when i cant run fast.hai..sad.nvm.i'll recover & I'LL RUN LYK NORMAL AGAIN!! its gd already when i can run.as a result i got scolded frm my mum cos i ran.haha. SHINE SHINE!lalala.

P~A~R~A~D~E~!!

the appointment was changed due to doctor on annual leave.10aug to 24 aug.now no need to worry i cant go for 50th anniversay dinner.yipee! haha.i think i'm going to miss skol on tt day unless theres a emtpy appointment another day.don gif mi when its after 24 cn liao.i don wan to leave a 'memorable' birthday.time really flew.now its aug already.8 months had past.lots of things happened.gd times,bad times, happy times, sad times, angry times. 8 months past wad had i achieved?i also don noe wad i had achieved?i onli noe i hav 2 great, best frens(:

today was a tired day.double periods.i slept during geog.during the second period.haha.when she said class stand or whatsoever i auto wake up liao.haha.mayb her "class" cn make mi wake up cos i don wan to attend her lessons?haha.qilong u clever.tk some of my chinese letter writing words shld i say sentences?haha.after skol wad total defence test.yeah i passed my theory test.haha.20/30 when i didn't study onli read through the handout without understanding a single thing.haha.i guess guess do one.of course got use common sense also lah.i'm so tired today & i slept for a straight 4 hours at 1 go.haha.thn after i few hours, i flipped open my fone & i saw 12 missed calls frm jiuying.haha.no guides tmr.haix.nvm sat got rehersal(: haha.lalalalala.we took abt chem test.majority of the class FAILED.haha.frm our group theres onli 2 passes.8 failures, 4 tw0 marks.haha.i 4got how to do the balancing & the wad when i hav the paper on my hands.i gonna score badly for tis term.BADLY.ytd mdm tan"u nebe learn ur ting xie rite." haha.its of course i nebe learn lah if not i just passed?haha.on wed,during the rehersal, whenever we were asked to run back to gather after the rehersing, i would hear someone say y tt person walking.after tt i will hear injured walk.or did my ears play a trick on mi?haha.

the past is over & nows it the NEW CHAPTER of lyfe.august..

i think i had forgotten all over those times during the june holidays.i 4got all abt it except for those times for BP QUEST.yeah.i feel so relaxed tt i don feel anything.i don feel sad,angry,happy or wad.nth.simple NTH! i'm so relaxed lah.if i cn run now,thn i'll run abt.mayb during the rehersal i'll be so relax lah.i got shocked during the rehersal & i SCREAMED! haha.cos i was walking wif yu ping when everyone else were running.i cnt run wad.den my senior behind mi went to push mi to run.thn i SCREAMED! pushed mi quite hard.haas.no hard feelings lah.lucky i held on to yu ping thn i hopped den she pushed mi.somemore frm the back pushing mi when she's running.i got a real SHOCKED.so i ended up screaming.lucky not very loud if not i become centre of attraction. haha.as per normal, pei sze kept asking how i was.haha.thxs for the concern(: i'm fine(:during the rehersal i feel tt something is lyk poking my leg.thn i kept moving during the halfway.haha.i tip toed:D cnt tahan lah. i'm soo tired.i still needa finish my art & theres total defence test tmr.last min test sia.thn the booklet is lyk thick? i cn die.I WANNA REST! haha. saw my godparents just now.yippe.they bought mi smth.my godmother actually bought mi a perfume but my mum took it cos she said i nebe use perfume.very stupid lehs her ans.i don hav perfume put wad shit? i also don wan to put also.put for wad? ART ART ART! I'M GOING MAD!! LALALALALAL!!!

GD MEMORIES r BEAUTIFUL!!

my godmother came today.i thot i'll c her when i reach home today.but i didn't.so sad.but nvm theres still a thing call ltr or tmr.she's coming for a few days but i don noe her few days is how long lah.as long as i get to c her cn liao.i'm sooooo tired lah.i hit nicholas wif the duster today.haha.his shirt is dirty.haha.sry lah.after hav fun?2 couples there lovey dovey. haha.woo lala~ i shan't tok more ltr PPL COMPLAINx)) ltr my temper go up den bye bye.mayb tis 1 month i been through alot of thinking processes which caused mi to think abt everything throughly & temper to go up?went to buy alina prezzie just now.nice prezzie.haha.i shan't say wads the prezzie.u guys will find out wads tt tmr. I BOUGHT JOLLY SHANDY!!haha.i noe my limits lah.i will drink it only abt twice a wk? HAHA.i've got a little cough.i wanna slp..but theres just too many thing for mi to finish lah.art,dnt,blah blah blah... 1 word TIRED! i wan to c my godmother now lah!! haha.i miss my cousins too!! i cant wait lah but i still hav soo many unfinish things to do.I'M DAMN GONNA BREAKDOWN!!