seriously lacking of motivation now. dad kept asking me to study & mum kept nagging me to study. Dad's just worried for me. He doesn't wants me to regret it & go running to him & cry when my O lvl results are out. Overheard my parents conversation late last night. Dad was defending for me when they were discussing abt my results. Nonetheless, mum compared me to her patient who achieved super good results for her O lvl. Fortunately, dad replied her in an irriatated tone saying "not everyone is the same. & if Krystal is cut out being a studying material, she'll be studying all day long."

that sentence set me thinking. i rmb months before PSLE, dad motivated me to do well by saying he'll reward me if i manage to get into express. Also, he doesn't want me to go crying when if i get into na even though results for my pri6 mid-yr is still in the range of na. But in the end, i managed to get into express & my reward came months after that...

seriously need a tutor right now. i'm going mad MAD! ARGH!

i've gotta study......