After much reprimands and nagging from parents, i did my reflections for this year. to be exact, my results. Jiuying witnessed what my mum said to me. shan't blog abt what she said. but, those words set me thinking. my results are suffering, really suffering. parents want me to really reflect on it. and i'm doing it. kinda regretted doing the 'reflection'.
i no longer see the passion i used to have, the strong passion. the passion, for almost 3 yrs. i think it had came to a hault, almost. and i don't like a single bit of it. shouldn't be feeling this way. but see, my results. they're like shit. what to do with it? go home, dad nag nag nag, scold scold scold. mum also. they used to support me in whatever i do, but now, they aren't. in a dilemma, but what to do? i've already made my choice. if you're close to me, i guess you know what i'm talking abt. KRYSTAL, DON'T YOU REGRET IT! but ya, i'll still try my best for everything. okay, don't talk abt that. shld say smth happy((:
came back from chalet a few days ago. HAD FUN! really! a time for me to relax after a month long of being busy. went WWW despite is was raining/ drizzling. slept beside michelle everytime when i was sleeping. haha. i miss chalet ((: SATAY! yum yum! BBQ! yeah! but, when will we have that again?
looks like there isn't much resting for me huh. there's surely an activity for me each week.i'm having negative feelings abt it. "don't feel like going" these words are in my head now and then. i don't like this ): at least i did some shopping and i'm going shopping again. at least i did enjoy a little this holiday :D shall blog next time!