having a bad cough now. half of my wish is going to be fulfilled-to be sick. haha. i know that sounds crazy but what can i do? having a mixed feelings. even though i've came up with a decision regarding guides but i'm still not on firm ground abt my decisions.
this decision won't let me regret but it's kinda irresponsible for me. and, i'm sure there are some ppl who will rejoice over my decision when it's annouced(let's see whether it will get approve)and there will be some who will be sad. all perhaps everyone will rejoice over it? but one thing i'm sure of is my parents will be very happy abt it. and it's good for me too. shan't talk abt it. i'm going to cry. Krystal, you're strong. don't cry. hush.
i wanna go for countdown this yr but don't know whether parents will allow it. most importantly is whether dad will approve it of me going home late late late, in the wee hours.
i'm confused. just let me be. i'll blog what's my decision is when it's officially granted permission for it. i can't bring myself to type 'haha' or even laugh out.
GOD,HELP ME. i'm tired.
Wednesday, December 26, 2007
Saturday, December 22, 2007
YO! i'm now at the airport, alone. haha. came out of camp & wah lah! i'm at the airport. haha. how lame is that?
thanks Michelle& MunYee for that POOH! i was too happy when i saw it & almost cried.haha. but at vivo, how to cry?
had camp yeah? like i said so, 2 days & 1 night. camp was not bad but not exactly that good.
count down for the past few days to vietnam. but now, there's no need for countdown already liao lah. i'm hope i have fun there ((: but thinking of nobody accompany me there, i mean on the plane all these. haix):
ICAN TRAVEL ALONE CAUSE I'M 15 YR OLD ALREADY! HAHA!!! but i have to sign what idenmity form. so troublesome. haha. but that's a new experience ya? to travel alone. no everyone will be able to get the chance to travel alone. haha.
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE IN ADVANCE!! MISS ME((:YA? HAHA
&&&&&&&&& SEC 3S, RMB TO BUY THE FOOD ON THE 26!! IF ANYONE SEC 3S SEE THIS, TELL EVERYONE NOT TO BE LATE ON THAT DAY & TELL FLO TO ASK THE SEC 2S IF THEY PLANNED THE GAMES ALREADY! THANKS YA!
SEEYA EVERYONE! TILL I'M BACK! ((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((:
thanks Michelle& MunYee for that POOH! i was too happy when i saw it & almost cried.haha. but at vivo, how to cry?
had camp yeah? like i said so, 2 days & 1 night. camp was not bad but not exactly that good.
count down for the past few days to vietnam. but now, there's no need for countdown already liao lah. i'm hope i have fun there ((: but thinking of nobody accompany me there, i mean on the plane all these. haix):
ICAN TRAVEL ALONE CAUSE I'M 15 YR OLD ALREADY! HAHA!!! but i have to sign what idenmity form. so troublesome. haha. but that's a new experience ya? to travel alone. no everyone will be able to get the chance to travel alone. haha.
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE IN ADVANCE!! MISS ME((:YA? HAHA
&&&&&&&&& SEC 3S, RMB TO BUY THE FOOD ON THE 26!! IF ANYONE SEC 3S SEE THIS, TELL EVERYONE NOT TO BE LATE ON THAT DAY & TELL FLO TO ASK THE SEC 2S IF THEY PLANNED THE GAMES ALREADY! THANKS YA!
SEEYA EVERYONE! TILL I'M BACK! ((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((:
Wednesday, December 19, 2007
everything seems SO YESTERDAY. time flew away fast and i don't like a single bit of it but on the brighter side of the picture, there are SOME REALLY good points that time should past that fast.but i shan't mention it here. didn't say these for no apparent reasons. it's just that looking at the calender of DECEMBER 2007, it's like abt 2 weeks more till school reopen huh? and don't know how many months till O lvl.
talking about O lvl...Yuping, if you'll reading this then good :D cause i've promised you that we'll find a job together after O lvl &&& I PROMISED THAT I'LL KEEP THIS PROMISE. haha. i'll ensure that i won't break this promise.
today is Wednesday. which means, 2 more days till camp. 3 more days till Vietnam ((: shan't come online tmr then. Shall pack my bag for vietnam and camp. didn't even start packing for anyone of it.
Seeya till next time :D i miss my friends ):
talking about O lvl...Yuping, if you'll reading this then good :D cause i've promised you that we'll find a job together after O lvl &&& I PROMISED THAT I'LL KEEP THIS PROMISE. haha. i'll ensure that i won't break this promise.
today is Wednesday. which means, 2 more days till camp. 3 more days till Vietnam ((: shan't come online tmr then. Shall pack my bag for vietnam and camp. didn't even start packing for anyone of it.
Seeya till next time :D i miss my friends ):
Tuesday, December 18, 2007
wed thurs fri.3 more days to camp. 2 days 1 night at camp christine. my cab fare ): it's gonna cost a bomb!
eh yuping. haha. saw her from last tues till today straight. everyday also see her. haha. at least we have smth to talk abt now everytime. haha
i'm too tired for anything, hmwk hmwk. can i don't do it?
vietnam, here i come! haha
eh yuping. haha. saw her from last tues till today straight. everyday also see her. haha. at least we have smth to talk abt now everytime. haha
i'm too tired for anything, hmwk hmwk. can i don't do it?
vietnam, here i come! haha
Friday, December 14, 2007
7 things to WOW about.
1.booked BBQ pit already
2.went shopping
3.bought gift exchange presents
4.another camp coming up
5.going to vietnam soon
6.not much money left ):
7.i'm going to vietnam on my own ): ( I'm independant ((: NAH!)
left with payment for bbq pit (: finally a load off my mind. not in a good mood today. not myself. going vietnam real soon. 8 more days. and i'm not liking the it. gonna spend lots of money on cab fare alone. camp christine to my house. my house to airport. excluding booking fare will already cost me a bomb. i'm gonna die soon.
holidays aren't holidays at all. wanted to help mum during holidays but didn't even help much. not even 10days. mum even told me this ytd morning " i didn't even see you for the past few days." her words made me feel sinful. life short. got to treasure it. mum's good to me but my temper isn't good. even had arguements with her.
i'm going to concentrate on my studies next year. not going to let anything get too much in my way of studying.
i want that 20" winnie the pooh! it's super cute & pooh is telling me to bring him back. it's nice to hug also ((:
I'm tired.
1.booked BBQ pit already
2.went shopping
3.bought gift exchange presents
4.another camp coming up
5.going to vietnam soon
6.not much money left ):
7.i'm going to vietnam on my own ): ( I'm independant ((: NAH!)
left with payment for bbq pit (: finally a load off my mind. not in a good mood today. not myself. going vietnam real soon. 8 more days. and i'm not liking the it. gonna spend lots of money on cab fare alone. camp christine to my house. my house to airport. excluding booking fare will already cost me a bomb. i'm gonna die soon.
holidays aren't holidays at all. wanted to help mum during holidays but didn't even help much. not even 10days. mum even told me this ytd morning " i didn't even see you for the past few days." her words made me feel sinful. life short. got to treasure it. mum's good to me but my temper isn't good. even had arguements with her.
i'm going to concentrate on my studies next year. not going to let anything get too much in my way of studying.
i want that 20" winnie the pooh! it's super cute & pooh is telling me to bring him back. it's nice to hug also ((:
I'm tired.
Monday, December 10, 2007
Q: NAME A FREND WHOSE NAME STARTS WITH A 'S
A: SHUN AN KOR!
Q: 4TH PERSON ON YOUR MISSED CALLS
A: mum's shop
Q: WHAT DID THE LAST TEXT MESSAGE YOU RECEIVED SAY?
A: (shan't say. msg from teacher)
Q: DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS?
A: yeah.
Q: DO YOU HAVE CURLY HAIR?
A: sure do.
Q: WHAT IS THE NEXT CONCERT YOU'RE GOING TO?
A: ask my god. how would i know?
Q: WHOS THE COOLEST PERSON IN YOUR LIFE?
A: no idea? haha
Q: WHAT WORDS DO YOU SAY ALOT ?
A: haha.(i don't even know if i used it that offen now)
Q: WHAT IS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?
A: golden mushroom!
Q: WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU SAID TO SOMEONE AND WHO WAS IT?
A: BYE BYE! to JIAYIN! haha.
Q: DO YOU WATCH TV?
A: yeah. alot when i'm bored.
Q: HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVIE, DONNIEDARKO?
A: what's that? never heard of it.
Q: EVER BEEN HUNTING?
A: you mean hunting down of clothes or what?
Q: IS MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE?
A: let's see how it goes in future. ((:
Q: WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAID, ''I LOVE YOU'' AND MEANT IT?
A: long time ago and i forgot who was it. (:
Q: WHAT SHOULD YOU BE DOING RIGHT NOW?
A: hmwk. i didn't do any of it :X
Q: DO YOU HAVE A NICKNAME?
A: yeah.
Q: DO YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT?
A: depends.
Q: WHO'S THE YOUNGEST ONE IN THE FAMILY?
A: Justin Francis Wong Jing Xun.
Q: IS DRUG FREE THE WAY TO BE?
A: YES!
Q: DO YOU CLEAN UP NICE?
A: huh? my room or?
Q: LAST TIME YOU USED A SKATEBOARD?
A: 7 or 8 yrs old. i played with my bro's skateboard.
Q: WHERE WAS THE LAST PLACE YOU SLEPT BESIDE YOUR HOUSE?
A: CHALET!
Q: EVER RUN OUT OF GAS ON THE ROAD?
A: i don't drive.
Q: BEST MOVIE YOU'VE SEEN IN THE PAST TWO WEEKS?
A: didn't watch any movie. but i want to watch one BADLY ):
Q: WHO DO YOU TRUST THE MOST?
A: ppl who are close to me ((:
Q: DO YOU THINK PEOPLE WHO COME UP WITH BRAIN DEAD QUIZZES ARE CRYING FOR HELP IN SOME TWISTED WAY?
A: i think so. they must be real bored.
LAST...
1) person you saw: Mum
2) talked to on the phone: JiaYin
3) hugged: is it winnie or my bolster?
4) person you texted: JiaYin.
TODAY...
1) date: 10 Dec
2) plans: do hmwk. but i didn't
3) dislikes about tomorrow: shan't say.
CURRENTLY:
1) missing someone: yeah.
2) mood: low, confused & fustrated.
TRUE OR FALSE:
I am a morning person: 10am considered?
I am a perfectionist: nah. i can't even do things well.
I am an only child: i've 3 BROTHERS ):
I am currently in my pajamas: i don't wear pajamas.
I am very shy around the opposite gender: depend on my mood.
I can be paranoid: depend
I currently regret something that i have done: nope.
I enjoy talking on the phone: depend on who's the caller.
I have a secret: yeah. i feel like shouting it out!
10 person to tag : who, so, ever, wants, to, do, it, then, do, it ((((((:
I'm real bored.not that i've nth to do. it's just that, i need a break. i'm tired, very tired. shall pamper myself with shopping sprees :D i feel like not bothering with anything, including what i'm suppose to do & it's a must to do. I really don't have a good feeling towards myself any everything. KRYSTAL! do what you should do!
A: SHUN AN KOR!
Q: 4TH PERSON ON YOUR MISSED CALLS
A: mum's shop
Q: WHAT DID THE LAST TEXT MESSAGE YOU RECEIVED SAY?
A: (shan't say. msg from teacher)
Q: DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS?
A: yeah.
Q: DO YOU HAVE CURLY HAIR?
A: sure do.
Q: WHAT IS THE NEXT CONCERT YOU'RE GOING TO?
A: ask my god. how would i know?
Q: WHOS THE COOLEST PERSON IN YOUR LIFE?
A: no idea? haha
Q: WHAT WORDS DO YOU SAY ALOT ?
A: haha.(i don't even know if i used it that offen now)
Q: WHAT IS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?
A: golden mushroom!
Q: WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU SAID TO SOMEONE AND WHO WAS IT?
A: BYE BYE! to JIAYIN! haha.
Q: DO YOU WATCH TV?
A: yeah. alot when i'm bored.
Q: HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVIE, DONNIEDARKO?
A: what's that? never heard of it.
Q: EVER BEEN HUNTING?
A: you mean hunting down of clothes or what?
Q: IS MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE?
A: let's see how it goes in future. ((:
Q: WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAID, ''I LOVE YOU'' AND MEANT IT?
A: long time ago and i forgot who was it. (:
Q: WHAT SHOULD YOU BE DOING RIGHT NOW?
A: hmwk. i didn't do any of it :X
Q: DO YOU HAVE A NICKNAME?
A: yeah.
Q: DO YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT?
A: depends.
Q: WHO'S THE YOUNGEST ONE IN THE FAMILY?
A: Justin Francis Wong Jing Xun.
Q: IS DRUG FREE THE WAY TO BE?
A: YES!
Q: DO YOU CLEAN UP NICE?
A: huh? my room or?
Q: LAST TIME YOU USED A SKATEBOARD?
A: 7 or 8 yrs old. i played with my bro's skateboard.
Q: WHERE WAS THE LAST PLACE YOU SLEPT BESIDE YOUR HOUSE?
A: CHALET!
Q: EVER RUN OUT OF GAS ON THE ROAD?
A: i don't drive.
Q: BEST MOVIE YOU'VE SEEN IN THE PAST TWO WEEKS?
A: didn't watch any movie. but i want to watch one BADLY ):
Q: WHO DO YOU TRUST THE MOST?
A: ppl who are close to me ((:
Q: DO YOU THINK PEOPLE WHO COME UP WITH BRAIN DEAD QUIZZES ARE CRYING FOR HELP IN SOME TWISTED WAY?
A: i think so. they must be real bored.
LAST...
1) person you saw: Mum
2) talked to on the phone: JiaYin
3) hugged: is it winnie or my bolster?
4) person you texted: JiaYin.
TODAY...
1) date: 10 Dec
2) plans: do hmwk. but i didn't
3) dislikes about tomorrow: shan't say.
CURRENTLY:
1) missing someone: yeah.
2) mood: low, confused & fustrated.
TRUE OR FALSE:
I am a morning person: 10am considered?
I am a perfectionist: nah. i can't even do things well.
I am an only child: i've 3 BROTHERS ):
I am currently in my pajamas: i don't wear pajamas.
I am very shy around the opposite gender: depend on my mood.
I can be paranoid: depend
I currently regret something that i have done: nope.
I enjoy talking on the phone: depend on who's the caller.
I have a secret: yeah. i feel like shouting it out!
10 person to tag : who, so, ever, wants, to, do, it, then, do, it ((((((:
I'm real bored.not that i've nth to do. it's just that, i need a break. i'm tired, very tired. shall pamper myself with shopping sprees :D i feel like not bothering with anything, including what i'm suppose to do & it's a must to do. I really don't have a good feeling towards myself any everything. KRYSTAL! do what you should do!
After much reprimands and nagging from parents, i did my reflections for this year. to be exact, my results. Jiuying witnessed what my mum said to me. shan't blog abt what she said. but, those words set me thinking. my results are suffering, really suffering. parents want me to really reflect on it. and i'm doing it. kinda regretted doing the 'reflection'.
i no longer see the passion i used to have, the strong passion. the passion, for almost 3 yrs. i think it had came to a hault, almost. and i don't like a single bit of it. shouldn't be feeling this way. but see, my results. they're like shit. what to do with it? go home, dad nag nag nag, scold scold scold. mum also. they used to support me in whatever i do, but now, they aren't. in a dilemma, but what to do? i've already made my choice. if you're close to me, i guess you know what i'm talking abt. KRYSTAL, DON'T YOU REGRET IT! but ya, i'll still try my best for everything. okay, don't talk abt that. shld say smth happy((:
came back from chalet a few days ago. HAD FUN! really! a time for me to relax after a month long of being busy. went WWW despite is was raining/ drizzling. slept beside michelle everytime when i was sleeping. haha. i miss chalet ((: SATAY! yum yum! BBQ! yeah! but, when will we have that again?
looks like there isn't much resting for me huh. there's surely an activity for me each week.i'm having negative feelings abt it. "don't feel like going" these words are in my head now and then. i don't like this ): at least i did some shopping and i'm going shopping again. at least i did enjoy a little this holiday :D shall blog next time!
i no longer see the passion i used to have, the strong passion. the passion, for almost 3 yrs. i think it had came to a hault, almost. and i don't like a single bit of it. shouldn't be feeling this way. but see, my results. they're like shit. what to do with it? go home, dad nag nag nag, scold scold scold. mum also. they used to support me in whatever i do, but now, they aren't. in a dilemma, but what to do? i've already made my choice. if you're close to me, i guess you know what i'm talking abt. KRYSTAL, DON'T YOU REGRET IT! but ya, i'll still try my best for everything. okay, don't talk abt that. shld say smth happy((:
came back from chalet a few days ago. HAD FUN! really! a time for me to relax after a month long of being busy. went WWW despite is was raining/ drizzling. slept beside michelle everytime when i was sleeping. haha. i miss chalet ((: SATAY! yum yum! BBQ! yeah! but, when will we have that again?
looks like there isn't much resting for me huh. there's surely an activity for me each week.i'm having negative feelings abt it. "don't feel like going" these words are in my head now and then. i don't like this ): at least i did some shopping and i'm going shopping again. at least i did enjoy a little this holiday :D shall blog next time!
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