WARNING! This post is super duper ultra LONGGGGGGGGG. Don't read if you hav no patience & you'll be not interested also.


WOW! 1 year. 1 long year.... i really can't imagine myself that i survived till today. Ever since i had stepped up to the position of CL i was thinking 1 yr is a really long yr but, my mind-set kinda changed today. Today is the last Friday guides meeting for us, graduating classes. & for others, last for the year. I seriously believed that none of the juniors know that today was the last guides meeting for most of us. Even though we'll still see each other during the recruit camp, spending 3 days 2 nights with you all, i still believe many of you won't know that's the last time most of the seniors will be wearing our full uniform ):

My full uniform had been with me since i'm 13yrs old. it's more that 4 yrs old huh. the badges on it made me so proud. All the seniors wore it with honour & pride. Every friday, except for special events, there'll be guides. Changing into uniform after lessons is like a routine. Now, it going to be not the same anymore. Friday will be seem so much empty.

2007, when i first knew i was selected, what's me reaction? "Are you sure it's me?" That was a huge shock for me.I knew i hadn't contribute much as a CL, but i hope the next CL will perform even better than me. I did so little. Time seemed to fly passed me even without me knowing it. Now, it had come to almost an end.

Learnt alot from all the guiding experience i gained throughout the whole of my secondary guiding yrs. E.g. outdoor cooking, gadget making, knots tying, planning of activites. Most important is, i really understood what's the real meaning of bonding & phrase used frequently " ONE FOR ALL, ALL FOR ONE". My batch are quite bonded together. I enjoyed the presence of one another. They never failed to make me laugh. For instance, today, after guides' meeting where we joked around with Ms Lim together with the other sec 4 & 5. I hope i had become a more sensitive & coutious person. That's important. Time management is a huge barrier for me. I've got to scarifice my sleeping time lots of time to get things done. That's because i didn't managed my time properly. NO PAIN, NO GAIN. i paid that little price & now, gaining all that experiences was worth it. There's a lot of time that my stm got me into little trouble. But, i'm lucky that i have all my guides friends to remind me about. :D

Recalling my memories down the lane was nice. A smile just appeared on my face. why? Because i'm thankful for my stm. Seriously, i'd forgotten almost the bad things that had happened. That's a good thing right?

1 sentence to put dots to my memory lane.
I HAD BEAUTIFUL MEMORIES FOR ALL THESE YEARS! ....