school's killing me. Tons and tons of hmwk were given my teachers.worse still, all wants it by this wk. tests from tmr till fri. i'm gonna faint.

this week is a killer. everything needs time.i think i'm going back to the old slping time again huh.1 or 2 in the morning. better still try again 4am slping time. kill me pls. i'm not managing my time properly again ): GOD HELP! i need time management. DIE! think i'm stressed out huh.



gonna give last min instructions again. don't like it but what can i do. i said pass to mem the papers the next day & what did they do? pass it to me as late as TODAY. it'll be my fault again for giving last min instructions. one big round, everyone will be blaming me again but who understands? who cares what i feel? Who to say to?



& now these things had happened-things that i didn't want to it to happen. what can i do? i can't even help.i don't have the time.i don't have the energy. i can't even help myself. but i can't possibly watch this happen right in front of my eyes & not do anything abt it. i'll feel guilty abt it. God, guide me pls. pretty pls...



This is just not my week. there's no way to reverse time. start the year right hur? get my lazy bones out! but, i need time. these 2 weeks gonna be packed. i don't like a single bit of it.



Jiayin, same here. MD giving me a hard time. she doesn't understand a single bit at all.



i want to cry it it all out. cry it out LOUD. i want to break free from this fustrations, everything that is giving me a hard time.