had guides today. got scolded by dad ytd cos theres guides today. straight after the camp. 100 over bucks flown away cos i didn't work. so 100 bucks for shopping onli. wad cn i buy? helping out in the marathon on the following week. another 80 bucks gone. i'm sure my mum is fuming? don noe lah. i promised her i'll go work but....... & another i'm sure is theres guides next wk.20 bucks gone again. kayaking mayb 10 bucks gone. so total 200 over bucks ar. my sacrifice. hope the marathon will be generous. transport provided huh. how much? volunteer work? or paid work? i don noe lah. i don wanna turn into a money face. but. i need it.thn my trip to thailand how? go there c ppl buy things mehs? guides cant possibly gif mi tt amount rite? but i cant bear to skip guides. I'M CONFUSED!!!!


SOUTH DIVISION DAY TMR!!!! WE'LL WIN SMTH!!!!! QUEST GUIDES!!!! so dat means i've go tto wake up at 5am tmr. 6 hrs of slp aren't enuff. i'm still WAY TOO TIRED!!!!!!! still needa work tmr after SouthDivisionDay. lyfe cant get enuff of mi. i need sufficent slp. 10HRS!!!!!!! argh!!! i need slp B-A-D-L-Y!


theres just too much things to handle-