stupid krys!
y cant u just stick ur butt to the chair & don move abt? tok to those ppl ard & not to the others far away.
y cant u just slp early instead of late at night? even though after exams, u're still slping after 11 or 12. y cant u just shut ur brain off at 10 plus?
y cant u just be ur oldself? back to the real u?
y cant u read ppl's mind? clear their doubts if they hav, abt u?
y cant u just tell the truth & not hide it? but its a secret until the day its supposed to be reveal.
y do u choose to do it this way? not other ways?
y do u hav to c ************ after skol this few days?
Y? Y? Y?
y r there so many Ys? theres more but i'll say it in nov, perhaps?
let this be an misunderstanding if u hav towards mi. MAYB everything will be fine after my camp?

ADE, I WAN U TO NOE. U CAN STILL TRUST JIUYING & MI! don desert urself into a world of ur own. tell us if u've probs. don kp it to urself. if u find it inconvience to tell us, tell the others thn kkays((: its normal if u cant control ur feelings rite? we aren't robots. we don hav control over our feelings. we don hav a ON & OFF switch towards our feelings rite? ya so i hope u understand if u read tis.

went home straight after skol today.was tired. jy came to my house den off we went to tiong. we were lyk merlions spitting out the seeds from the grapes, which were from my house fridge. mum bought it for mi.haha. went back to shop after tt.wait for my mum till i fell asleep. slept from 7smth till near 9. woke up & saw my korkor.he came back today again, surprisingly.he bought banana. he peeled one banana & i ate one bite. he peeled the second one & i opened my mouth to wait for the banana.haha.kor fed mi? haha. luckily i went home after eating the second bite if not kor need not his banana anymore. whenever he peeled one banana, i'll tk a bite.haha.was very listless.

hope my mum book the air tickets asap. most probably a free-and-easy trip. so it means shopping, shopping & more shopping. yeap. so again, it means working, working & more working. aunt, faster bring us to go shopping!! hope its tis month, end of this month.

made up my mind to going which class. hope i don regret my choice. down on luck tis few days. sunshine after storm? izzit? as long as i noe skol is coming to an end. holidays r coming. getting back report bk REAL soon. hope i wont get a earful from my dad. if not it will be endless of toking from skol to home. it would be better if he said i did better((: hope to get into top 15 or 20? if not another earful. better if its top 10 huh? but ITS SO IMPOSIBBLE!